~Crystal's Poetry~

Darkness lines the house
But the light never shines through
We all make mistakes
But how much can you handle it
IS your heart really there
Or are you just scared

BE in this storm
Cause my heart to crumble
You will see Where things go wrong

The past never meets up with you
You just have to keep moving forward
I have made bad mistakes
And i am sorry for them all
I hope you all forgive me one day
I do not blame any of you for hating me
But please do not leave me
IT is something i do not want

I regret everything
I write my soul down
Things have change
Sometimes the loneliness is just to much
Forgiveness is everything
I am glad to be back
DArkness is one thing
But the light of the goddess is another

Do you want this life i know i do
Do you want this world because i can give it to you
Do you want everything in this universe you can never have
I have tried to get it all but it only fails
Do you want everything you cant have
Or can you handle the pain that comes with being alone
No one likes to be alone
I have felt it for a very long time
Friends are everything when they are close to you
So keep them as close as you can
We will miss them as we are gone

Let those happy memories fly
Let your dream's take off
Dream away from your soul
Lie your head down forever
Never leave this passionate darkness
Stay with me forever more
I will never let you go

Never mind your soul
We all make mistakes
I do not know how many i have made
That i wish i could take back
The months go by as you wish
But in the end sometimes you will never find a better person
All you can wish for is that one day you can return

Dream's are never good
But Nightmare's are even worse
When we dream it get's scary
We need one another for everything
To give one another strength and happiness
Do not give up your dream's
We are together forever more

Kiss me till the dieing day
Kiss me in till we die
I am nothing without the man who gave me what i am
He made me happy
As i made him happy

WE love one another
WE can not live without each others love
Please keep me close
Never let me go

Please never leave me
Keep me forever
Cause i will keep you
And never let you go

Dear baby girl, how can I ever explain without causing that innocent mind so much confusion and so much pain. Daddy had an illness that enraged in his head, he left with no warning, no letter, nothing was said. Daddy had some hard times that not a lot of people knew, it caused him to be depressed, take drugs, and take his own life to. Daddy may be gone now but your not that far apart, you have his baby blue eyes, his smile, and everlasting memories to carry in your heart. You were daddy's #1 the love he felt for you was pure, everytime you miss him say his name and he'll be here. Daddy's in Gods world now looking down from above he's in a better place now surrounded by angels and love.

Kiss the stars away from me
Never let the earth go
We are all together
But we are never alone in the world
I do not know how many times i get scared so much
All i want is for everyone to be happy
i can not help anything
but for our love to grow
but for it to die as well
i hate you for hurting me
but then i love you so much

We should thank everything because nothing is the same
We dream of the new life that awaits for us here
We are all vampires but we belong to one thing
There are problems that most do not face
Some get rid of rather then talk to
But why keep some people around
When other's just are sad by little thing's
Is that really so wrong

Why is nothing the same
Why can i not see you
Am i really that blind
OR do you just not want me anymore
Do you love me
like i think you do

please tell me how much longer
Does the moon start to show for us
That we dance upon the night
Where dream's form together
Into one great night
Do the star's do the same thing
As the moon does each night

Are our heart's fully capable of having wing's
Do they even belong to us
Or do they belong on angel's
Some angel's are fallen
They once had pure heart's
But in the end sometime's you must give something up
To try and understand

let us move on
let us dream
let us have this one night together
let us dance upon the hill
let us kiss under the moon
let them guide us to heaven where we belong
With our chosen god or goddess

the snow come's in
it deepen's as the time pass's
why can't we just stay we have everything we need
all we need is one another forever

darkness is all around me
not even beautiful angel wing's
can guide me out
am i really that lost
in the world of the darkness

Dreams belong to everyone
it is not limited down to one
you can fight for your dreams
or let them go
but never say you can not dream
cause everyone can in the end
it is you who makes the choice to dream or not

Dream's of darkness
Dream's of light
The hidden truth behind the red one's eye's
A love for a raven mocker of the darkness
Will she choose light or return to the darkness to remain with him
IT is her choice and no one can make it for her
The red high priestess sleep's
She think's of what to do for her red one's her people
But she get's caught in the middle

Come in to the darkness
Let it drag you in
Never be scared
because it is all you are
it is what i am and what we are
do not get scared
just let it come to us
let us dream
let us live in the moment

please do not take me
i want to remain here forever
but i just i feel so alone that nothing seems real
why is it that i feel so alone
when i do have other people around me
that i have the moon to shine againest my bare skin
as i lay there under the tree
looking up into the sky

Air give's my the breath i breath.
We all need it it to calm our soul's.
Fire is the burning passion with each of us.
Nyx gave us this burning light and passion.
To never be afarid again.
Water is soothing.
It is like the air.
It help's to sooth us and to bring us back from where we were lost.
Earth is the ground beneath us.
In the end that is where we all end up.
But with the time of Vampire's we can last for many year's.
Spirit is like Water and Air.
It bring's us back to where we once were.
But it also set's our soul's free from their trapped space.
When you feel all the element's around you.
Then you are but truelly free to live the way you want.

I choose this life
Far more then death
I run to the light i see
But what happen's when you get caught
The darkness thus bring's you in
It infolds it's arms around you
that you can so far never become free
try and break it cause you are true

When the wind blows cold
The ice starts to form
When the darkness rises
And the thunder strikes
They mix to make evil
A darkness that can never be awakened
We will all fall into it
But we can never become a part of our hearts

Come and fly with me
All over the world we go
Flapping our wings that are different
Shining our hearts so bright
We fall in love as we fly
We look upon a bright future