Love, Death, and Depression.(Starting but still open)

i wrapped my legs around him.

i pulled her closer

i...let him..

i kissed her

I kissed him back

i smiled against the kiss

did..i..love..him?...

i hope this changes her mind about love..

I kept kissing him....

we continued to kiss

my fingers tangled in his hair

my hands roamed her body

I pulled away...

i looked down "sorry"

"It's me. not you" i told him.

"no its me dont blame your self"

"No. really its me not you"

i nodded bbut i still disagreed

i curled up into a ball at the end of the couch....."I want to love and be loved.....i just am still so messed up..." i whispered

i looked at her "i know and i understand you can only heal with time"

"Kyle....thank you..." i said softly...

i nodded with a smile "no problem"

"You can stay the night if you want..."

i smiled "are you sure?"

I nodded.