Leos Poetry

Before I left you guys said that you likked my poetry so Ill start this again. Hold on and let me type some up.

How can you tell me you care,
When nobody else would ever dare?
Tell me you love me and say you'll never leave
Just wait for the day I sit and grieve
So tell me now, do you really mean the words you speak?
Or is this a game that will leave me weak
Give me honesty, don't you lie
If you do, I might just die
I trust you with more than you know
And I love you more than I show
But I struggle to read what you feel
I can't tell if your love is real
So tell me now, do you mean what you say?
Are you here to stay?

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I sit here,
staring out the window while paralyzed with fear,
there goes another one, another tear,
As I stare sadly wanting to get out of here.
I just go though my days,
confused, like I have been lost in a maze,
but nothing is there to put me in this daze,
and I can't seem to get out of this phase.
I don't want to be here,
You see my dear,
my part in this world is so mere,
I don't want this life controlled by fear.
I just walk though my time,
like me living is a crime,
my life worth less than a dime,
I am sick of it and this life can't be mine.

I don't know what I want
But I know what I need
And sometimes I cry
Until my eyes bleed

I may have a lot on my hands
But I still stand

I'm not endureable
I break sometimes, too
You are like me
And I am like you

And my life hasn't turned out the way that I planned
But I still stand

I fall so deep
I can't get out
Don't know what this sadness
Is all about

And I may not always believe that I can
But I still stand

I fake a smile
As my heartbreaks
But nobody's perfect
For Goodness sake

Sometimes I'm the tide, sometimes I'm the sand
But I still stand

Those people can be idiots,
mean and full of spite,
Would they even care,
If I was gone by tonight?

im sick of the insults
and tierd of abuse
no one gives a shitt about me
or my rights or view's

It seems my life was made to be terrible
But what can I really do?
I cry almost everynight
and pick the knife up daily too.

I can't really do this,
i don't want to die,
but how can i escape these horrors?
I think i should give it a try.

i wake up somewhere strange,
my arm still hurts from where i bled,
looking around i see light and stillness.
because now, i'm dead.

Thankies

Those are awsome. =D

Cept the inspiration.

-takes out that machine gun-

But I still stand bittch!
lol
J/k
Luvs you Ash

We Always say Goodbyes get harder and harder each day.
We'll lie to ourselves to make it all the more easier and fast.
But as human, we try and endure the pain, make it last...

We fight for what's right...
We love for no reason...
We love the last ending fight...
And yet we hate goodbyes...

As humans we take life for granite
We forget to say thank you
And we often leave out simple words like I'm sorry...
And It's easy to turn the other cheek, and just try and hide from it all...

But, why, do we continue to pretend it's all okay...
Why must humans keep killing themselves over and over...
And why can it never get easier...
And why are we not willing....

Why are we not willing to accept the actual truth of a sitiuation..???
Why can't we let go of what we want...??
Why can't we accept truth for what it is and move forward...?
And forget...what we don't have,

And why is saying one simple goodbye so hard on us...??
Why aren't we strong enough to let go of that hand we held...for good...?
Why can't it be easy...???

So tell me...
Why can't I seem to let you go?
Why can't I let you move on?
Why can't I forget you?
Forgive you for moving on?
And why is it so impossible to look at you and say goodbye...?
Why do I refuse to let go of your hand...the one I held for so long?

Is it because I'm scared to be alone?
Is it because I don't know how to be alone yet?
Because I've known you inside and out as you know me...?

Or, is it because, quite possibly, I'm realizing just a little too late that I'm in love with you...

So, my dear friend, don't worry about me.
Move on and find happiness.
Please let it go and let me go.
Because the longer you stay with me, and look at me, and hold my hand the way you always have,the morehurt we'll become.
So, move foward and forget me.
For, I will say I'll forget you...

But in actuality...you'll never leave this torn up heart of mine...
But, I would say I was happy and done with what we werejust to see you leave...andsmile...

For I love you....

But...Please don't leave me alone.

really good. I love them all.

I wont let you see me cry
Though inside Im dying
Everything I do is wrong
So whats the point in trying


When Im hidding
You always find me
Just so you can scream
And tell me how worthless Ill always be


So now its my fault
I didnt mean to
Im so sorry
I honestly didnt have a clue


You said its too much work
To even be kind
Well I guess Im used to it
I guess I dont mind


Please dont hurt me
I dont know how to change
Im so sorry Im me
But I am, I cant rearrange


Im far away
Im gone, dead inside
At least I cant hurt
I can push everything aside


Thoughts rush through my head
Everything you've said
Maybe I am a waste
Better off dead


I can curl up
And hold myself tight
To keep from breaking
But Im not sure if I can last all night


Ive never felt so alone

I must be horrible
I must be bad
I must be nothing
What else could make you so mad?

You're the voice that tells me right from wrong

You've always been there, all along

Helping me learn from my mistakes




You're the one that always there in the back of my mind

Teaching me the lessons I need to know about life

Gluing back the pieces when my heart breaks




You are the one that I need

You're in the air that I breathe

Promising you'll never go away




You're the cushion to my blow

Telling me to never let go

And reassuring me that it'll be okay




You watch over me, it's true

And I want you to know that I love you

Listening to your quiet courage everday

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Sometimes I find it really hard to sit back
To bite my tongue when I want to react
But I don't think I can do that anymore
Not sure how much hate I'll have in store
For me after you people read what I write
But to be honest with you, I think I am right.
So here I go, I'm gonna voice my opinion
Tell you what I think is classified as sin
Maybe I'll be rebuked for such a transgression
or laughed at and ridiculed for my obsession
But helping people, its just what I try and do
You don't know me, and I don't know you
But it pains me when you cut yourself more
When you talk about waking up bloodied on the floor
I'm sorry if you don't understand my feeling
How I can't let you people say it isn't wrong doing
Suicide and cutting, those aren't a simple matter
To serve your life to death on a silver platter
How could you ever think that such a thing was alright
To just let go, give up, stop moving, no longer fight
What about all your friends that read what you write?
That you will be forever lost from their sight?
Or the friends and family that you won't get to see
Because you wouldn't fight to break the bonds to set you free
What about all the others who want to be friendly.
And even though you don't know me personally
What about me? What about me?
I write this with unshed tears behind my eyes
Wondering why so many people listen to those lies
Not listening to all the people that cry
Not caring as they cut til they die.
Now, I am not attacking anyone who is depressed
Or hide all their emotions, keeping them repressed
I am not attacking people who cut or have attempted
Suicide, falling to do what the mistress tempted
I am just asking you again.. please... to question
What you are doing before fulfilling your mission
Please.. for the love of God, or whoever you believe
Think before you choose to this world leave
Think of all the people that would miss you so
Before you end it, cuz of the pity and woe.
I want to dedicate this to someone, but I won't
For they will think it is an attack, so I don't
Not to a single person at least
I don't feel like dealing with the hatred beast
So I will dedicate this to everyone who goes through tough *edit your post and this will go away*
For everyone who can't continue just cry and sit.
For the people getting ripped apart bit after bit
For all those who want to give up, who want to quit
Please... for me.. for those you love make this promise
On your oath and on your humanity, don't sway from this.
When tempted to cut, when tempted to bleed
You'll stop and think... and please take heed
To all those around you, to brother mother or friend
That you will not decide to make that fatal end
That you will fight.. at least.. for another day.
Talk to someone, that will listen to what you have to say.
That you will look at pick and choose any other way
Just.. please.. listen to the words that were said
Above all else.. I want you to choose life instead
Of choosing the finality of the world of the dead.
If you are depressed and need a friend.. Come talk to me. I am always willing to talk to people.


(This was made for my sister. Please dont think Im attacking you. I want you to be better))

((Thinking about making this one an RP))


The darkness had descended on the world once more

A young boy was called upon to take up this chore

To rid the world of that darkness no matter the cost

To keep on trecking, no matter what was lost


So he did, he took up that impossible fight

Decided to fight for truth, for good, and for light

He had a group of friends, his sole companions

Each helped the other, picked them up from their sins


But as the fight continued and as they struggled to keep going

It seemed one among them was doing all the sinning

A turncoat, a liar, a betrayer was he

Locking the others up, not letting them free


They were chained up and thrown into the darkest pit

And in that darkness, that boy couldn't believe it

His dear friend had kidnapped all against their will

Even started to single them out, who he was going to kill.


So the boy broke free and went towards all of his fears

Attacking and killing his friend through all the tears.

Swearing an oath to the gods to go on alone

Destroying all the friendships that were meticulously sewn


He wandered a while, vanquishing all evil

Letting the blackness consume more of his soul

Til he was at last consumed by his mission

Lost forever in the death of his friend, his worst of sins


Forgiveness it seemed, was far away from him

So he kept moving, letting his feet guide on whim

Taking him where enemy after enemy stood

Cutting them open, watching the run of the blood


His first mission was already lost

The young boy's heart had turned itself to frost

The world's only hope teetered on the edge

Of the abyssmal depths over that ledge.


Until one day he stoody outside the city

Witnessed a disaster only his eyes could see

A young girl was taken hostage, a prisoner bound

The boy's heart began to beat faster he found


Looking on the soft features of that girl

He couldn't bare the thought of her in peril

He jumped from his horse, and ran with all his might

Leaping into action, drawing his sword for the fight


He ducked a blade, dropped to his knees and struck

Beheading one, but missed the other as he ducked

Under an arrow that struck the wrong target

He gave those bandits a fight they wouldn't forget


And soon the fight was over, and the boy stood dripping

Blood from his victims, as he was the one winning

"You are safe now," He said in his softest of voices

The girl's eyes brimmed with tears her smile of rejoice


"Thank you for saving me, that was such a great fight.

You are my hero, my own lone knight."

The boy heard her words, and he was at a lost

He could feel his heart losing his frost


Was this the reason for living the reason for his journey

Finding this girl so pretty and lovely

He sheathed his sword, and help her to her feet

Taking a kiss from her for the enemies he beat.


His missions goals had started to change again

He no longer thought of the darkness when

He looked at the girl, the one he wanted to marry

His goals were slipping by because he wanted to tarry


Before long, that lone knight was a figher no more

He had a family and friends, a life that was a bore.

But he was happy, and happy was he

He was in a world where he was so free


But fate loves to play its cruel jokes

As the knights world crumbled when they killed all those folks

His village was in shambles, his wife lay bleeding

When he was away by a tree only reading


Vengeance reign in his blood, fierce and true

He took his old his horse and his sword and flew

Into the heart of evil, into that black land

Wanting to destroy it all by his own hand


Steel glinted and screams sounded aloud

As he slowly mowed down crowd after crowd

But he was taking heavy losses of his own

Having many cuts that ran straight to the bone


And as he stood there, against the king of black

He knew now, that the others hand had been heavily stacked

He could barely hold his sword up, but he stood there wishing

He could just win this fight, even though he had lost most of his vision


The man slowly came forward to fight off the knight

Laughing at the pitiful figure who still had so much fight

The knight grimaced as he made his last assault

Knowing the death of his world was his own damned fault


It happened so fast, it happened so quick

Another life lost by a quick sword tip

Our hero of his tale stood victorious for a small while

A victor only through his own reckless style.


For the darkness had been defeated but at what price

A man among men, oh the plans of mean and mice

Often go awry, as the knight saw this second

As he could feel death slowly beckon


ANd now he stood there, his life draining away

His eyes clouded, going back to that day

He saw that pretty girl, and that one big fight

As he died there with a smile, Once more a lone knight

Wow, both are good Leo, does incredibly awesome poetry run in yours and Tias family???

She kinda taught me

Dont worry about me
I'll be fine in the dark
Because with your love
I can survive the pain.
The day you went away
Was the day my heart broke
So i taped it up
It may not be enough
But it will have to do for now

You walked away hating me
For something so stupid
That was not true
It's like whatever i say
Will never be good enough

Dont worry about me
It's not like you still care
Will these cuts ever stop
Stop bleeding and heal up?

Dont worry about me
It is only tears I cried
Since the day you left
Will we ever be together agian?



((I worte this after Tommy broke my heart. I started cutting again and Ive never cried this much. He told me I wasnt good enough for him. That it wasnt me, it was him. What a liar.))

Can I kill this guy for you?

*hugs*

Hell yeah you can

*Hugs*

^^ i know how you feel!

lol
I hate guys now
Well
Him anywayz lol