turnning her..

i lay on the grass with him an stare up at the skies.
"this world is huge.. im lucky you found me"i say sweetly.
i rest my head on his chest.

i smiled.
i nuzzled my face in his neck.
"i want to be with you forever"i say.

i looked up at him.
in some ways i wished he would change me, but in other ways i wished he wouldent.
i liked being human.
but the thought of being with him forever sounded pretty good..

i sighed.
i kissed his neck
and made little circles on his neck with my toung.
then kissed his neck again.
"not today..."i say softly in his ear.
i get up an walk inside.

i went to the kitchen and had a glass of water i stood there thinking.
getting lost in thought.

i jumped and dropped the cup.
it shattered.
i gasped.
i bent down and started picking up some of the glass.
i winced when i accidently cut my wrist deeply.
then i felt my hot blood pouring down my hand and dripping onto the floor.

"sorry...i didnt mean to bug you.."i say softly.
i walked over to the sink and rised off the cut.
i winced away, it hurt alot..
running water over the cut only mae it bleed more.
i walked past him and looked for somthing that i could wrap it up in.

I wrapped the cut.
I sighed.
I stood by the window staring blanky out it.
Maybe things would be better if I was a vampire.. I thought to myself

I came into the living room.
"Sorry.."I say again.

I thought a little bit more before I made a final decision.
"Nathan.."I say.
I walk up to him and kiss his cheek
"Would you mind doing somthing for both you and me.."I ask with a flirty smile.

I kiss his neck softly.
And then playfully bite his neck.
Hinting before I ask him.
"Change me..."I whisper in his ear.

I think about what he asked.
"Well yes, I'm sure"I say softly.
"But I get to kiss you one last time as a human"I say.
I kiss him wrapping my arms around his neck while I do so.