Runaway [x]

"Daddy, mommy got hurt!" He yelled being much smarter than she thought than to believe her. I go over to him and grab him. "Mommy just accidently got cut today, it's okay," I said.

I watch him sadly, "Big boy...you don't want mama anymore?"

He looked at her. "He's worried about you, he doesn't want to hurt you with everything that is going on," I said for him and he nodded.

I sit on the ground on my knees and just stare out the window, "I didn't do it for attention." I make shapes and look at the snow fall

"We know that, but we're both very worried." I said as I sat down.

((The real her))

I look out the window again, "Everyone says I was born to be like my mother. I looked exactly like her when she died. Everyone wanted my mother back. So I became the spitting image of her. Everyone loved it. I'm a face changer. I became her looks to the T. Everyone expected me to be like her but I was suffocating on the inside. Dying a slow painful death inside myself. I could never express myself. I was about to lose myself. Till I got one little cut. It was an accident but it brought me out again. The real me." I look at him and transform to my real self, "I'm sorry" I whisper with tears running down, "I'm sorry I lied. But I can't keep up the image anymore. This is the real me"

(k)

I stared at her. I looked at every little detail of her. "But I didn't fall for your looks, I fell for you," I said softly.

I smile sadly, "I know"

"I don't care if you look like your mother, or your father. Or some great grand parent long dead by now. I just want you," I said.

I look outside, "Nobody has ever known the real me except you and the babies. I'm afraid you'll leave"

"No, because the real you is much better than what I have seen," I said. I kiss her forehead. "I love you no matter what."

"I can't stop Hayden..."

"Stop what?"

I show my arms, "This"

I looked at it. "Why can't you?"

"It's an addiction"

"But we can stop it, you just got to have the will to find help," I said.

I look at him scared

"I can't allow you to cut around our kids, if you don't want help, then I can't let you see them," I said and our son looked at me. "No daddy!"

"You'd do that?"

"If you made me, and I know if I were to continue with that affair you would do the same. So here's an agreement, you stop this affair and get to see the kid, and I'll stop mine and see the kid." I said.

I nod and reach for my son

I allow her to hold him. "Mommy," he said as she held him.

"Baby don't worry mommy is gonna get better for you guys"

"Please do mommy, I don't want to lose you," he said as he grabbed onto her neck.