Runaway [x]

((Not yet sorry!))

"What?"

(it kk)
"Why?"

"Why what?"

"Why do you want to know?"

"My dad brought it up"

"Oh," I said. I didn't know how to tell her.

"They did didn't they"

I looked away. "Some."

I take deep breaths and sit down

I watch quietly.

"Were they clean?"

"What do you mean?"

"Nothing, my dad said it's not ok to use those things, why?"

"You don't want to know what kinds of things the others would use them to do. Just telling you will give you nightmares, and the girls they did it to wished they were dead when it was over," I said just above a whisper.

(the other rp)

"Would you do those things to me?"

I shook my head. "They hurt more than being a virgin having sex, I wouldn't do those because your dad would kill me."

"Would you do it if my dad didn't know"

I shook my head. "I couldn't do it to someone unless it was rape, it hurts too much for that to happen," I said and looked away from her as I always did when I talked about this.

"Why won't you look at me?"

"I can't, when I think of all the things I did to those girls, I can't," I whispered.

"It wasn't you"

"No one forced me or said I had to, I just did it." I replied.

"Thats not who you are“

"but it was."

"Would you do it now if you could?"