Am I good enough for the world. That’s the question I ask myself every day. Or once in a while I'll ask myself "What's my purpose in life?' There are times that I want to die, but I wont because I know there are people in the world that care about me and they love me.
Looking in the mirror I see someone I know she is so familiar. She has my face, my eye color and my hair. I wish I could show the world this face, but sadly this face is not good enough. So as I put foundation on my pale skin the person I know slowly disappears and the face of a stranger appears. The only things that are approved are my eye shadow, eyeliner and mascara. The shade I enjoy putting on is a light blue and I put it on as I normally do cover the entire eyelid and putting some on the outside of the lid, the eyeliner well lets just say I kind of look like a raccoon. But my favorite thing to put on is the mascara I love it when my lashes look bigger then what they are.
Now that the familiar person is gone and the stranger is here its time to dress like the stranger. Walking in the giant closet I try to think of an outfit that would fit the occasion. Finally out of hours of looking and countless times of changing clothes I found the just right outfit. It was a knee length blue and white long sleeve dress with black tights underneath, with boots that go up to the knee those are what I call hooker boots. As I got ready to leave my room I took a glance at the mirror and breathed in a sigh
“good-bye familiar friend.” I said to the person staring back at me.
I checked the time on my cell phone 7:40 CRAP I’m almost late. So as fast as I could I ran to my Porsche turbo 911. Getting in I let out another sigh. I miss my Sports jeep. As I backed out and I got on the road the thought came to mind “I hope they will accept me.” Twenty minutes later I drove past a sign saying “Welcome to Hays High School.” The school parking lot had many cars it took me a while to find a parking spot but when I did butterflies started forming in my stomach. As I open the door I told myself YOU CAN DO THIS. So when I opened the door I went in the school with my chin up and an open mind.
(whenever I have something on my mind I try to write it out hope ya'll like)
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