Too much
as i try to go peacefully to sleep i can't. i haven't slept for two days and yet know matter how tired i feel i cannot bring myself to even hope for a chance to go into an eternal sleep. every moment like piercing ice-cycles behind my eyes, as i breathe in air that gives me the sickening feeling that i smell death and hear an annoying bell.
will someone please fix that ringing? it feels like an eternity within each moment, i can't even look at the clock without feeling like i have to throw up, making it unbearable to even think about how in the hell i can last through this second into the next and yet time passes. as Jessica knocks on my bedroom door, she tried to knock quietly but in my head i was screaming at her
thanks for being quiet so my brain doesn't explode! she came in and as my bff pulled up a chair and sat down beside me. i noticed for the first time that her mark was less blue than mine. hmmmmm.
"so how are you? you look like crap!""i feel like crap Jess."
"so what's wrong? is it because of your boyfriend? are you depressed 'cause he's gone? i know they'll find him! i just know it!""please, i couldn't care less for that jerk. you know what he did. it wasn't an accident. he should have had the death penalty!"
"then what's wrong?""i think he gave me the flu."
what i didn't tell her was that he gave it to me when i drank all of his blood, which was alot. hmmmm, maybe i had too much.
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