A Sister's Love [X]

"Dont be scared sammy.....ill always be here for you."

I smiled at her "Anything sweety."

"I'm not use to being scared......I'm usually able to stare fear in the face and just laugh...this I can't laugh at...." I looked up at him...tears running down my face.

"Dont tear me and sammy apart.....her and I depend on each other.........our mom and dad are away so much......that we have for years......" i told him softly......tears were in the coners of my eyes.....


i kissed her forehead...

I hugged her close to my chest and kissed her on the head "I'd never want you and sammy to be apart. Let alone make you two be torn apart!"

I kept crying. I burred my head into his chest.

i kissed him.....it was all i could do.....

i held her close....

I kissed her back and let my hands explore her again. I went slow to let her enjoy it.

I cryed and cryed until I couldn't cry anymore and I just wanted to be kissed.

i kissed her softly.....

i-i-i-I took my pants off......

I smiled and helped her and then took off mine. I kept kissing my way down her chest and stumich.

I kissed him back. He was so gentle. I didn't understand anything that happened.....That is till my alarm went off to feed the horses. I sighed and looked at him "I need to go feed them..."

"I'll help you feed them, sammy."


i wanted closer to him................. i loved him....why not let him be my first and only?

I nodded and got out of bed. I looked down at my cloths "Dam I have to change...." I turned my back to Jake and took my shirt off quickly and went to find another shirt. I completely forgot that he was in the room.

I pulled her underwear off that way she would be completely naked. I wanted her now. "I love you Rose." I wispered.

"I love you too...." i kissed him....."Take me............." i whispered..........

i looked away...

I smiled and made love to her. Making sure to go slow since she was still new to everything and making her love every minute of it.

I put on my shirt and switched pants and put on boots. I pulled my hair up into a messy poneytale and saw that Jake had looked away. I went over to him and rubbed my hands from his chest to up behind his neck and looked at him. "Thank you."

"Welcome......." i told her.......


i would never leave him.......i couldnt.........i just hopped he'd never leave me...

I tied my shirt below my boobs to keep it from getting in the way. I hated shirts that I couldn't tie.

I hugged her close and kissed her ontop of her head "I will never leave you. I love you and I don't just say that to waste my breath."

i blinked and look away...i headed down to feed the horses.

i was so happy that he said that......id fallen for the right guy.......

I headed down after him. You could see scars from where they had cut me open to fix me. They were so ugly. I went over to the feed bag. It was only 100lbs. and lifted it up into the wheelborrow.

I smiled at her "How was your first time?"

she'd never look ugly to me.....


i rest my head on his chest. "Amazing,wonderful,fantastic........" i said breatily.

I tryed my best to cover them up with my arm or something. I didn't like the look of them....I started at Winny's stall. I picked up a scoop of grain and went into her stall. The baby had gotten so big!

I smiled and stroked her hair "Good. I'm glad you enjoyed yourself."

i fed the horses with her.

i smiled......"never ever leave me......."

After we were done with all the horses I was finished right on time. I was tired. I needed to get back in the shape I was before all this happened. I headed upstairs to my bedroom.

I smiled back at her "Of course I will never leave you." I hugged her closer "I love you with all my heart. You are everything to me."

i went outside to look up at the stars.

"your everything to me now too....." i told him softly....

I smiled at her. "I don't ever want to loose you."

I went upstairs and changed into my pjs. They were just a long pair of plad sweat pants and a plad bra. I walked back downstairs to Jake and looked at him. "What are you doing?"

"Looking up at the stars."

i kissed him.