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"Jace..whats...what is it..." I tried looking at him but he wouldn't look at me.

"You wont hurt me. I want this...so bad right now...Jason..I love you so much...let me show you!" I was filled with emotions. I wanted to cry..

I put my head on his chest.

"Yes..more than anything right now...but..if you...don't want...you are going to have to leace for a bit....I won't be able to stop mayself...I barely am now.."

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I got off of him.

"I'm sorry...I.." I looked away and walked into my bathroom, locking the door and crying my eyes out, for the millionth time in just a few days..

~Sorry been MIA... what did I miss??~

((Mina is confused about who she likes more, Jace or Dougie.
Ana's telepathy went heywire for a while and she broke down. Dougie and Mina helped to save her. Then Mina had used up so much energy helping her that we thought she was going to die, Jace came and him and Dougie tried to help her, but she changed.
She's now with Jace....eccept he was just left because he's scared of hurting her. And Ana and Dougie and in the cafateeria chatting and eating duck ))

I finished off my two puddings and took my tray back.
I came back to the table to sit with Dougie.
"Okay, I think I'm full now" I grinned.

I smiled and finished off the last of my food

"So," I began, "How are things with you and Mina, I don't mean to pry. I was just wondering and I thought asking was more polite than digging into your mind" I smiled slightly.

I smiled, "She's a little upset" I said, "I told her she was with Jason so nothing could happen between us"

"I feel so sorry for her, She's completed the change, got all that stuff to deal with. And now she has to try to make sense of all of this aswell." I sad smile crossed my lips.
The truth was that I would give anything to be her right now, to not be a freak, to have completed the change and the whole Dougie and Jace senario would just seem like an added bonus to me. I suppose no matter how far I devled I would never understand some people.

I sighed and looked at her, "You'll complete the change soon" I said, "Plus guys do like you" I added, "She's just not helping herself when she flirts with me and Jace" I told her, "She had Jace now..she loves him, I'm just going to step back and leave them alone"

I smiled. "You're really sweet Dougie.
I just find you hard to beieve. I've been stuck like this for so long. Half changed, the marks imprinted on my skin, but not filled in, for so long now. I just can't see it ever changing." I sighed.
"It's nice what you're doing for them.
She really needs to sort herself out, but I don't think she knows how. Maybe you leaving her will help."

I smiled, "Thanks" I said, "And don't feel bad about not having changed yet..I'll be the same age as you in a couple of weeks, at least you have some marks, even if they arn't filled in"

I smiled, "Yeah, I know I should be greatful.
It's just hard, I had to watch all my friends change before me and leave. And now even kids younger than I am are changing."
I ran my hand through my hair.

I looked at her, I didn't know what to say,

I smiled. "Sorry, I'm setting a rather depressing tone for conversation arn't I." I grinned.
"So...crap, now I'm really stuck. I haven't a clue what to say"

I laughed, "Neither do I" I said.. I thought for a minute, "So..um..what movies do you like?"

"Ooh, okay this is a big list, and I'll probably forget most of them." I grinned.
"okay, The Matrix trillogy, Lord of the Rings, Harry Potter" I grinned, "They are very good films" I defended. "And, Pearl Harbour, the boy in the striped pyjamas, the notebook, the new star trek movie.
Yeah, I'm a real treckie" I grinned, "But the film was amazing, Sylar as spock, it was brilliant." I grinned even wider. "Uhm, I am legend, run fat boy run, shaun of the dead, most films really." I laughed, "I really don't have too many preferences. ooh, the dark knight, can't believe I almost forgot that. Uhm, A knights tale, The boat that rocked.
yeah, most movies acctually."

I laughed, "Wow..long list" I said, "I love pretty much all those films too..I'm not a huge Matrix fan though, I'm a treckie although I havn't seen the latest movie" I told her, "I'm a huge Star Wars fan..yes I know I'm a dork...Harry Potter is awesome and so's Lord of the Rings and Pirates of the Carribean"

"Oh my god yes, pirates of the caribbean, I completely forgot!
Ooh and the star wars, they are ace...I haven't seen the latest one though, that was set as the third right?
Yeah, I'm just a big dork really. Anything remotley sci-fi and I'll love it."
I grinned. "God, I'm getting so exited over a couple of films." I laughed.
"So, what about T.V. what do like watching?"