House of night ~ New Generation

i kept walkikng and i dropped my sketch pad and left it there while i held my panda to my gut... i just kept saying
" he doesnt like her... he loves me... im his girlfriend.... ugh im talking to a stupid panda....ugh but i wouldnt blame him she is a great friend....ugh im talking to a panda toy" i threw him on the ground
" he usally would follow me wouldnt he?ugh he didnt.... im such a screw up" i walked to the mirror to notice that i had messed up so i redid my make up and went back down staris

" sorry chad about my melt down i do that alot.... and i just had to re - do my makeup" and i looked into his eyes and asked
" what are you thinking about right now? "

" please just say something...."

I texted Iris, Will you please come get an icecream with me?. I sat down on the edge of the fountain thingy in the middle of campus and sighed.

"great now i feel like the bad guy..."i grabbed the pillow on the couch and layed on the couch in the fetile postion... it was close to it and i whispered to myself
"im such a screwup "
i sat up and said " can you please say something that wont make me feel like the bad guy...." i checked my phone and i missed a text

i texted

ill try to come im in the middle of something with Chad if i dont come im sorry

Do i need to go over their and whack him for something?I texted and looked around for Tyler.

i looked at chad he looked like he was mad at me... oh great

" well im sorry if i did anything with that stupid vision to bother you... i cant control these visions, i cant control on why i draw them, if ihad the choice to take away this affintiy i would ... but i cant im stuck with it just like my eight hundred other affinities that i am supposed to have so im going to go get Icecream with Di" i kissed his cheek , grabbed my bag and went out the door

Di ill be ther soon and you could if you wanted to ....i cant stop you i texted

It's okay, Iris!He'll notice what he lost and he'll come back to you. Really. Was it another girl?Or did YOU do something bad?I texted that and popped a gummy bear into my mouth.

i walked around the corner to find Di eating gummy worms

" i didnt do anything... it was my stupid vision and i ahd to cry about it.... he made me feel like the bad guy but i dont know what to do anymore"i sat next to her and put my head on her shoulder

"Aww!It's okay!"I said, pulling her into a hug."What happened?What was your vision?"

" well my stupid vision had to be Chad kissing somebody else... i got so pissed about it i almost cried in the middle of class and Chad is making me feel like the bad guy...i hate it, i hate this stupid affinity but im stuck with it for life....but i dont really care... im not cure what to think anymore when it comes to him.... but he knows what im thinking.... "a tear came down my face

"It's okay Iris!"I said,"Honest. I think Tyler likes you,"I said, smiling."Maybe he'll be end up being your "Man" "I said.

" thanks i think so too.... but i am sorta starting to like him too... and its killing me"i laughed

I laughed,"Why killing you?"I asked,"I thought the begginings of a crush were awseome,"

" yeah i know... it shouldnt be. but i just dont know... will you ask him if he likes me?" i laughed

I raised an eyebrow,"Feels like second grade,"I said,"I'll ask him though, don't worry,"

((Whats happened, sorry i havent been on my comp has been acting stupid ))

((Iris had a vision of Chad kissing someone else, she doesn't know who..She talked to chad about it and he wasn't the nicest he could have been..Iris likes Tyler a bit...erm...Chad likes Di a little but doesn't know how she feels XP))

((Yeah i read a little bit and it seems that Chad thinks everyone likes Tyler...and i was like "Wow how did that happen?" lol))

((yeah i was like the same way but we got to spice this forum up a bit.... so Tyler can like Iris...that would be great if he did....and so on))

((*Shrugs* I dunno..I just write it..I don't actually have any control over their imaginary minds =] I think that was when it was obvious Iris liked Tyler and Di went off looking for him XP))

((ok Lol the last i know was that Tyler went to the Library so i'll jump in from there))

I left the Library and started walking in some random direction, I still couldnt believe i made it through the change."

((Omg, this is getting creepy/fun XD usually people just go with the flow, but all the characters are going all over the place))