Lust and Love (~>)

i wrapped my arms around graci.....she was in shock......

I held his hand and rested my head on her shoulder. It was very nice of both of them.

i cared about both of them.....i stroked her cheek......

"I..ummm.I'm glad you're okay." I stammered.

i held her close while i stroked her cheek.

I didn't say anything. I had stopped crying but i was just starting at the ground.

i looked up at him.

"I'm glad you're both okay." I looked away.

i wanted him to get on the couch next to us......and wrap his arms around both of us....so we could feel safe.....

I didn't say anything. okay? i wasn't okay? i was scared. i was hurt.

i wanted sing a song to her...one that my mom always sang to me before i fell asleep.

I pulled them both close and just lay there.

i snuggled into him...with her in my arms.

I got up. i wasn't sure I liked being touched anymore. I went to the bathroom, starting to throw up.

i got up and went to make sure if she was ok.

What should I do? I wasn't good at this whole caring thing let alone helping someone deal with having just been raped.

I locked the door behind me and threw up a bit more. I needed to be alone.

she had locked the door....i went back to the couch.

I just sat there, not knowing what to do.

i curled up next to him on the couch. id never been through what she just had been through..... i put my head on his shoulder.

(hey guys. can we rp in here? get the stoyline along further while we're all online, please?)

I finally came out of the bathroom. I walked into his room and laid on the bed while they were downstairs. i had to use his toothbrush sadly...

i didnt know what to do....i felt helpless...i cared about both of them.....

"We should check on her," i said.

"I know." i said softly. i kissed his neck.