Demi Gods ((X))

'why?' i asked sadly. 'you know what i dont care i hope it's worth it,' i said turning round. 'i guess you'll always be friendless and alone if thats the way you treat people, especially ones who are just trying to be friendly.'

I rolled my eyes. "You don't know anything about me." This wasn't who i was. Its who i made my self be. I sent the message.

'well is it worth it?' i asked. 'seriously i hope you're happy with murder on your hands.'

I laughed. "One less freak in this world wouldn't bother me." i lied.

i looked really hurt.
'well if you feel that strongly about it ...' i trailed off. 'i'm nathaniel by the way. the freak you're condemning.'

I didn't know what to say... I was more scared then anything. If i showed any weakness he might use it against me... "Amanda." Too late.

i gave a small smile.
'hi amanda,' i said. 'do you really hate me?' i asked curiously.

I backed away some trying not to answer. I looked at him. Something about him was pulling me to him.... "no..." i said. I shook my head. "i-i-i- mean yes."

'look i just wanna be nice okay? i'm not gonna hurt you or anything i'm not that sort of person.' i said putting both my hands up and flashing a smile. 'dont look so worried.'

I looked at his smile... something about it.... i shook my head again. "whatever...' i said.. i couldn't look at him. if i did i would believe anything he said...

i shrugged.
'if i wanted to hurt you i would have done so already, but i havent and i'm not going to.' i said honestly.

I backed up still unable to look at him...

(last post for tonight)

'why are you trying to hide who you are?' i asked puzzled. 'i dont bite so why do you keep backing away?'

I was getting scared I put on my mask. "Whatever." I said. THe bell rang and i went to my next class. English.

I smiled at her. "I know I guess. Though a freak like me don't belong anywhere..." I said as I looked at the picture and let out a sigh and got up as the bell ringed for secdon hour to start.

The bell rang, finally. I packed my stuff away and looked around. Nathaniel and some new girl had left earlier and never came back. I shrugged, why did I care what some newbie did.
I headed out of the classroom and wandered around the school bored.

i was gonna have to keep an eye on amanda. just to make sure she didnt say anything that would get me into trouble. unfortunately my next class was defence. i never skipped that one. i sighed and prayed she wouldnt say anything as i went off to my class.

I put my hand on his arm before he left "You arn't a freak and you belong here. Even if you may not think it..." I smiled kindly at him.

I sent the text again. Ale, We really need to talk at lunch.

i was nervous and jumpy the whole time during lesson. i couldnt concentrate properly and someone actually managed to get a hit on me. that was irritating. that stupid cruel evil girl. i always thought it was wrong the way we manipulated humans but she makes me wonder why they deserve my sympathy. trying to ruin people for their own pleasure they are no better than we are. i let my angry thoughts sift away on the breeze hoping they'd find the girl and make her understand or let her feel what it's like to be in my position.

I looked at Ale as she said. "You know if I told you something you wouldn't beleive me. Almost 50 familys it seemed to let me go because I am a freak. Not one of them..." I told her as I wanted to just take this human and have all kinds of fun with her. I think that was my problem it been along time since I had sex that it started to drive me crazy. she was the right height and everthing. I looked into her eyes and bend down and kissed her in front everyone. I wanted the other Demi Gods know that I have claimed this human as my toy.

I drew the entire class. no one even seemed to notice me again. I couldn't stop thinking of what i had seen. That wasn't normal. I looked around at people and wondered who else wasn't normal.

I was shocked that he kissed me but I kissed back. I wanted to speak but my words wouldn't come out. I rested my hand lightly on his sholder.

I smiled as she started to kiss back. 'hooked line and sinker I thought as I started to play with her hair pulling her closer to me for moments longer. I break the kiss smiling at her. "Ale, you a really good kisser."

I moved my hair out of my face a little and smiled "Thank you. Your not to bad yourself." Maybe he wasn't so bad...Maybe I could trust him...I hoped I could. I grabbed my books and looked up at him "Where is your next class?" I asked kindly.