Kill Or Be Killed [x]

I hugged him back, "Yeah" I said, "He's being weird about it" Ia dded, "And he knows if he trys anything he's dead"

I backed up, "Wtf?!"

"I told you," I said. "When a vampire bites you you get all the knowledge of the biter. Apparently I made the vampire that made him. Of course it was a complete accident." I pulled my hand back. "I didn't mean to turn her into a vampire."

"But you did," I said. "And that is what counts."

((Did we at any point decide on what the vampire that made Doug's name?))

((Nope))

I looked at them, "Ok" I said, "My life is messed up"

((We should do that))

"Tell me what's confusing about it and I'll make it not so confusing," I said holding her hand.

I looked at the two of them, "The guy I love" I looked to Matt, "Is the guy I loved" I looked to Dougie, "Grandfather... It's weird...not confusing..weird"

"I can't deal with this" I said turning my back

"This" I said waving to the two of them, "Vampires, grandparents" I sighed, "It's...urgh"

I looked over at Dougie, "You got quiet" I said folding my arms, "What's up?"

I sighed, "You're judging me" I said, "Seriously"

"And if you don't?" I asked

I frowned, "So that's it" I said, "Not good enough for you when your vamp wh*re's alive but as soon as she's gone you want me back" I looked at him angry, "You think I'd come back after the heart break you put me through?"

"But that's the only reason you want me anymore" I said, "Cause you can't have her. I'm not anybodys rebound. A second best" I shook my head, "Doug, you lost me the minute you dumped me"

I looked at them, "Matt knows I'd kill him" I said, "If he tried, he accepts that. And I believe that he loves me enough not to"
I sighed, "And if he trys, I kill him and know that I made yet another mistake and loved another butt head... and I'll never trust anyone ever again"