Love, Death, and Depression.(Starting but still open)

i took a bite of the food i finshied chewing "okay this is good" i smiled as i continued to eat

"I'm a professional cook. One would think I would cook a good meal"

i smiled and swallowed my food "yes i know but still its good to say the food is good"

I smiled and kissed his neck.

smiled

"Love you" slipped from my lips.

smiled and looked into her eyes

I looked away...my hand landed on the warm buner.

"Ella!"i screamed

I took my hand hand away and put my hand under cold water.

i walked to her "are you okay?" i asked worried

"Yea....its not the first time ive done that to this hand."

"i'll be crying by know" ismiled

"I kinda dont have much feeling left in my left hand...."

i frowned "im sorry........"

"Its okay...its just my palm area."

"Im still sorry"

I shrugged and wrapped my hand up in gauze

"you want help?"

"no.....im fine......i have to go see my shrink soon anyways..."

I looked down "okay"

I kissed him. "Sorry....but I have to go.."

i smiled"okay ill be here when you get back if you dont mind"

"Nope......not at all..."

i looked at her "okay..." i thought for a secound "I love you Ella" i said it before i could stop myself i knew it wasnt the time to say it but is just came out