torn between 2 loves (open)

"momo!"jacob yelled blushing "you scared me half to death!"he said wrapping his arms around the tiger.a tear rolled down his pale cheek."i wouldnt be able to bear it if i lost you too."he said.

"i know,you miss tina"momo said sadly.

i watched them
I saw a tear roll down jacobs cheek and then heard momo say somthing to him.
I wasent abou to ask who Tina was, that would be intruding..
i sighed.
"well, im going to go home... Nice to meet you Jacob, and Momo"I said to them softly.
I lloked back at Sam
"Bye sam"i said before starting to walk away silently.

"i know you are wondering who tina was.."momo said "she was jacobs old girlfriend and he loved her very dearly;she meant the world to him,but she died in a terrible plane crash"she finished sadly "you and i represent her very well."she added.

"im sorry"jacob said.

misha blushed a little more as her loose collar slipped slightly down her shoulder as it always did.

I stopped and listend to what Momo wa saying.
i turned around and walked up to them.
"Im sorry for your loss, I know what It feels like to lose somone you love.."i said thinking back to my mothers funeral.
"I lost my mother 2 years ago, she died of a heartattack.. right in frount of me.."I said softly.
i could feel tears burnning in my eyes.
I got up and silently ran down the street with tears falling down my rosie cheeks

Sam held me as i silently cried,
My mothers death was the reason i didnt usually talk,
She was my bestfriend, i told her everything never kept one secret from her..
And she died in frount of me.. 2 years ago.. on my birthday....

"its okay.."i took off a jacket to reveal a black sleeveless dress and hot pink hair.she blushed more.


"momo you know you shouldnt do that"jacob said sadly before running to catch up to lacy "im so sorry i didnt want to upset you at all!"he apologized.

momo nodded and followed her owner.

i shook my head as if to say 'you didnt'
I wiped away tears from my face.
I didnt feel like talking

"no, really im so sorry."i said sadly.

i shook my head again.
i broke freee of sams embrace and hugged jacob.

he took his arms and wrapped them around Lacy,blushing,and held her close to him.

she hugged him,she liked the way she felt when she was this close to him.
her cheeks pinked a little bit.

"i know how it feels to just bottle it up and hide it under other emotions but at times it escapes and you need to just let it out at times too. i have done that my whole life"he said comfortingly continuing to hug her and still blushing.

i nodded.
i tears more tears flowing down my face.
"that is how i feel..My mom..she was my best friend..We would do everything together, and i never kept anything from her...but.."i sobbed silently.
"now i cant do that..sh died on my birthday..now every year i cry on my birthday all day..because i miss her..so much.."i said.
I hid my face,feeling foolish that i let myslef cry in frount on sam and jacob.

"its okay to cry no need to hide it"jacob soothed as he brushed a bang away from her face"i used to hide it and when i met MoMo she was a savage beast that almost killed me but i gave her a belly scratch and voila,perfect tiger she loved me and i love her too she is family to me" he continued "i know how it feels to lose someone dear to you, Tina and i were friends;best friends,all the way from my first grade classes.but 6 months ago she went to L.A. and on August 23, 2010 at 2:34:45 she died of a piece of shrapnel in the chest.the exact moment i found MoMo as a cub."he finished 'i think this is the most i have told about anyone at all besides MoMo and Tina'he thought.

i looked at him.
I felt bad for him.
I couldent make myself say that i was sorry for him..
I couldent talk right now.
I got up and pet Momo.
then went up to Jacob.
I forced myself to speak.
"Im sorry for you"I said.
"and thank you"i said to him kindly.
i gave him one more hug.
"Im going to go home.. See you guys later"i said softly before i started walking towards my house

"see you"he and MoMo said in sync with each other."And your welcome!"jacob finished before waving goodbye.
he had still not told her about his arm and leg that he had lost in the plane crash in Antarctica where he met the snow tiger he has today;MoMo.he walked to his house in return and his metal prosthetic leg gave away "gahh!"he screamed in pain,even though he had a fake leg and arm they still felt pain,and still took in the nerve signals the nerves of his brain sent out.he couldnt get up so he was stuck with a fake defective leg and full of pain on a street curb.

I sighed,
I walked out of my house,
Nothing to do.
I walked back to where i met Jacob and Momo.
Just then I felt momo tug on my shirt.
She started running.
So I followed after
I saw Jacob on the ground.
I gasped and run up to him.

"thanks MoMo!"i said blushing a little when i saw Lacy "im sorry something went wrong and my leg gave way and well,i fell and twisted something in the nerve connections so it hurts when i move it or try to get up."he explained as he revealed a metal leg and arm.

I was shcoked a little to find out he had fake limbs.
But I didnt get creeped out or anything.
"What can i do to help?"i asked not sure of what i could do.
I came right beside him

I nodded.
i pet momo before going and helping up Jacob.
i felt sorry for him.
i tried to be gental.