The Army Steals Lovers ((Invite By PMing Only))

"Then why do you go?" I asked crying harder. " Why do you leave me here alone wondering if the next time I'll see you is in a coffin?" I said through sobs.

I sighed as Shane dropped me off at my place I had to get ready for my band rehearsal it was fun but so very tiring

"because I want you safe and if prtecting the country is how I Will do it then I Will. Its where the money comes from." I said "We make more when I am over there. I don't know how to do anything else."

I cried and said, "Promise me something then."

I smoothed her hair back. "Anything." I said

"Don't go until two months after the marriage. Please just give me two months..."

I looked at her. "Okay I promise." I said

I wrapped my arms around him tightly and whispered, "I love you Jared..."

"I love you too Simona. Your my everything. I Would rather die than lose you."

I cried against his chest and held him tight. "I know." I whispered. I pulled his lips to mine and kissed him deeply

I kissed her back. She was my everything. I wanted to keep her forever and never leave her side.

I kept kissing him and laid is on the bed so we were side by side as we kissed. I wrapped my arms around his shoulders.

I wrapped my arms around her waist pulling her ontop of me.

I kissed him as I lay on top of him. My tears falling down my cheeks and rolled down my chin. I couldn't lose him. He was everything to me, my reason for getting up in the morning, my reason to be happy.

I pulled back and whipped away her tears.

I stared down at him. "Jared..." I bit my lip and looked down. I wanted to make love with him, but my beliefs were strong and I felt that asking for it would destroy everything I've stood for.

"What baby?" I asked her.

I swallowed hard. "Touch me..." I whispered meeting his eyes

I pulled back and looked at her. "Simona I thought you wanted to wait."

I looked down at him, "I'm not asking for sex, I just want you to touch ne... Not fingering even. Just... Please..."

I sat alone at home, the meal was good, all i needed now was a few drinks

I looked at her to make sure she was okay with it. "I'm not going to do something you don't want to."

I nodded. "I know. But I want you, and I want this." I whispered.

I nodded to her and kissed her. Starting there giving her time to say no if she wanted to.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and kisses him back