love me or hate me.

I looked into his eyes.
"Because, I try, and it never f*cking works out for me! I try to be a cute girl, and a sassy girl, and a sexy a girl.... A girl that you'd want..."I say the last part softly.
I feel a tear roll down my face.
"But I'm never good enough for anyone..."I say as I close my eyes.
More tears rolling down my face

"Why do you try to inpress people?" I asked her "Just be you and everyone will love it."

I shook my head.
"Just me is not good enough for you"

"just you." I said. "Is everything to me."

I felt my cheeks go red.
"Why...why do you care so much, why would someone as great and funny and handsome...and perfect, want to care about a girl like me..."I asked him softly.

"because I do."

I looked at him.
"I......I'm in love with you..."I admitted

"I know... I know." I said pulling her into my arms for a hug.

I hugged him back and closed my eyes as I hugged him.

I sighed.

I let go and peeked up at him.
"What's wrong..."I whispered

"Nothing. I'm fine."

"Tell me" I say softly.
I make him look in my eyes.
"Please tell me" I whisper.

"I don't want to lose you."

"You won't.."I say

I looked at her. "I better not."

I looked at him.
"I swear...you won't ever lose me..."I whisper.

I nodded "Good."

"Why...why do you think you'd ever lose me.."I asked him worriedly

"Oh well I don't know that little stunt you pulled in the bathroom that kind of threw me for a loop."

I looked down.
"It's...just a bad habit..."I say softly.
I look at my wrists.
I sigh.

I picked her up and took her to the bed.

I look at him.
Why was he taking me to bed.

I put her in the bed and I looked down at her. "You need to rest. Sleep and I will see you at last meal."

"No...c-can you stay with me....."I asked him.
I would be more comfortable with him.