love me or hate me.

I gave a better smile. But it was still a little off.

I smiled.
"That's great" I say.
I kiss his cheek.
I looked at the time.
11:59 pm
I smiled brightly.
Tomorrow was a special day for me.
My 20th birthday.
I was excited to see if he had planned anything special for me.
"So, what are we doing tomorrow?" I asked him.

I knew it was her birthday but I didn't want to let on that I had something planned. "I don't know tomorrow isn't hee yet."

I sighed.
"Oh, well, there is only 1 minuet left"I say
I snuggled with him.

"Its not tomorrow until you fall asleep."

I sighed.
I rested my head on his chest.
I closed my eyes.
"Goodnight, I love you" I say softly.

"Sleep well." I said and ran my hand up and down her back.

I smiled.
"You to" I whisper.
I move my hand so that I'm soothingly playing with his hair.

I smiled and I closed my eyes feeling her fingers in her hair.

I looked up at him.
He was smiling.
I smiled and fell asleep

*Sleeping*

I started tossing and turning in my sleep.
Then started sleepwalking.
I got up from the bed.
I walked to the door.

I saw her get up.... where was she going? I got up slowly and followed her.

As I slept walk I began to cry in my sleep.
I walked downstairs.
All the way to the dungeon.
Then sat on the floor and cried.
I started sleep talking.
"Why.....did you have to die!... I-I.. I never wanted you to go!" I wept as I slept.
"You.. Can't d-die and leave me here! I....I'm In love with you!...."I cried.
"I w-wanted to...to get married..with you... And...live f-forever with you...but...but now your gone!"I cried.
"If..if your not here with me I don't want to be here at all...."I say.
I pretend to wrap something around my neck.
Then started making choking noises.

I went over to her and grabbed her and shook her. "WAKE UP!" I yelled.

I woke up.
I started crying.
I wrapped my arms around him tightly.
"D-Dont ever leave me....please..."I sobbed.
I was shaking very hard.
That was the worst nightmare I'd ever had

"I didn't. You left me." I said holding her to me.

I couldent even speak.
I was shaking to much.
I felt light headed and started to fall over.

I picked her up and walked her back to the bedroom.

I hugged myself to him as he carried me.
"Are you m-mad at me..."I asked him.

"Why would I be mad at me?"

"Cause I probably scared you as much as I scared myself.."I say softly.
I keep looking up at him.
I put my feet on the ground and stand in frount of him.
"I'm sorry if I did scare you.."I say softly.
I kiss his lips quickly

"Im a vampire I don't get scared." I said... well thats a lie.

I sighed.
"Okay." I say softly.
I flop on the bed then snuggle up in a ball under the covers.

"Everything is going to be okay." I said