love me or hate me.

I sat by the wondow I didn't like the outside seat.

I looked around.
I smelled all the blood.
I looked at a man across the isle, I found his vein.
I could see the blood pumping through.
I desired a little taste.
I moved a bit closer to the man

I grabbed the back of her neck and faced her back to me. "No!"

I frowned at him,
"I'm sorry...."I said softly.
I looked down at my feet feeling ashamed of myself

I patted her head "it is okay."

I sighed.
I gazed passed him, looking out the window.

[LOL I forgot your characters name]

((LOL It is Crixus. I had to go check myself))

I ran my hand over her face "Sleep." I said and she passed out

I passed out, my head resting lightly on his shoulder.

I smiled and ran my head over her had.

I smiled softly in my sleep.

"I'm sorry." I whispered to her in her ear.

I hugged him and mumbled in my sleep
"Its alright, your forgiven"

I looked at her schocked that she was still a little awake.

I let my arms fall.
I had always been a sleeptalker and walker.

I hugged her to me. If i couldn't show emotion while she is awake then I am going to show it while she is asleep.

I felt arms around me.
I smiled softly in my sleep.

I rested my head on hers. and nodded off to sleep myself.

*sleeeeeeeeeppppinggggg*

I woke up 2 hours later to find crixus and I hugging eachother close and sleeping.
I blushed a deep red and was careful not to move, I didn't want to wake him.
I gazed at his face.
He was like an angle.
Completely flawless..

I jumped up and pulled away

I frowned.
I moved away and hid my face.
"I....I'm sorry!"I said softly.
I got up from my seat and went to the plane washroom.
I locked the door

I put my head in my hands, I ran ran them over my face. This is going to be so hard.

I bagged my head on the wall then sighed.
I shouldent be here.
I was throwing myself all over him..
And he didn't even care, he just stays the same all the time.
Emotion less.
I walked out of the washroom and slowly walked to my seat.
When I sat down I had my back facing him and curled up into a tiny ball on the farthest edge of my seat.
I didn't want to bug him more then I already had.

"Don't show weakness." I told her. "It gets you killed."

I sat normally in my chair and didn't glance at him once.
"I will not be staying with you in Scotland.."I said softly without looking at him.

I looked at her shocked "Why not?"