[me & Lilly only] Dangerous Love

Natalie felt dizzy again, she stumbled to the bathroom. She looked in the mirror and splashed some water in her face. She didn't know if she was going to be sick or she was just having an aftershock, suddenly the world spun and Natalie dropped to the tile of the bathroom floor. Her subconscious wasn't healed enough for her to fully move around, so she lay there on the white tile of the floor, her face losing color, almost as white as the tile.

When the hospital came they put Natalie into a room, she was pale and her heart beating slow. "Her blood pressure is acceleratingly low, and she's lost a large amount of blood. Do you think we should alert her Guardian? There are chances she could go into a coma." The doctor asked Justice, the only person that was there with her.

The Doctor nodded. "We're going to run some tests later, hopefully she will wake up within 12 hours. Or she will have already passed into a Coma." He said, walking away to grab a bunch of medication and sign some papers.

A nurse returned, looking at Justice. "She's alert now, and awake. She asked for you." She said, walking him to her room. There lay Natalie, she had regained her color, although her cheeks were rosy from all the needles, she lay still, looking out the window.

Natalie looked up and smiled. "Hey you." She said, looking at him, then she dropped her smile. "I'm sorry for ruining these past few days for you. I'm a bother, right?" She said, her voice cracking on the last part, she bit back tears. "I just wanted to say Thank You, again. And you can go if you want." She said, looking up at him.

Natalie expected a shrug of the shoulders and a quick exit. Instead he stood there, looking at her. She stared at him, wondering what he was doing. When he got closer to her and placed his hand on her cheek she felt every nerve in her body react to it, his face got closer, and she slowly closed her eyes, she wanted him to kiss her. A small voice in the back of her head asked if it would really mean anything after, yet, she didn't listen to it.

Natalie shivered when his lips met hers, she subconsciously lifted her arm and tangled her fingers through his hair.

Natalie let him deepen the kiss, her mouth molding with his, she pushed back harder, forgetting the whole gentle idea.

Natalie felt his tongue slide across her lower lip and shivered, she parted her mouth, granting him access to explore.

Natalie wished she wasn't in the hospital anymore, she parted her face from his, her cheeks flushed a light pink as she looked at him.

Natalie smiled back at him when he stared at her, but then his smile faded. She watched him, and nodded when he said he was leaving, she had to act happy. "Okay, I'll see you later then." She tried to sound more okay with it then she felt..

When he had left, Natalie stayed in her room for a few hours, but she was able to get out of the hostpital that night, after many tests. She got out into the parking lot and noticed she wasn't even far from Justice's house, but it was really dark outside. She walked over, looking at her Guardians car, it didn't look like he was home, good. She unlocked the car and got in, starting the car with literally no noise, she backed up out of the driveway and drove back to the hellhole she called home, when she got inside she walked straight up to her room, locking the door. She sat in her closet for hours, when she was little she used to do it for days. Then she heard a slam on the door. "Where are you, you little brat!" She heard her Guardian stumble up the stairs and try to get in her room, but it was locked, she didn't answer him when he yelled some more, then he decided to break the door down. Natalie couldn't feel anything, her head was numb from crying and her body just numb, when the closet door was opened and she was pulled out by her hair she didn't even make a sound, he beat her, but she made no noise, just wishing that it would all end, she could feel new cuts forming and her blood everywhere, then, he decided to rape her. But she still lay there, by the time this was all done. To anyone she would appear as a  silent, a torn up, bloody, naked girl on her floor, nobody could tell she'd been raped. The only warmth she had was her escaping blood. She closed her eyes when she felt her heart slow down, to the point that it threatened to shut down completely she just wanted it to end, everything. Natalie wondered what it would be like for Justice to find her again, maybe he would follow those tracks of her car she secretly made on the road, hoping. Or maybe he wouldn't care, and there would be one less bother in his life. 

The police and amblulance had came, taking Natalie's guardian to jail and her to the hostpital. Natalie was in the hostpital, again, twice that day. The doctors said she was unresponsive, therefore she would be out for awhile. Natalie's best friend Anna had been alerted and there she was, running to her friend, sobbing against her too-pale hand. "Natalie, Natalie why did you go home, you knew he would beat you again" she sobbed, then her head picked up and she examined her. "He raped you too, didn't he Natalie. But nobody else can tell" She whispered, wiping the tear that fell down her face. "How are you so strong? How can you still smile though this has been happening since you were seven. You act as if nothing has ever hurt you. Your always so nice and understanding, when really you haven't let anyone in since your parents.. Or, did you let someone in Nat? Did someone hurt you? I know this is how you try to erase the pain.." She whispered, clutching her best friends hand. She totally ignored the fact that anyone could've been listening, tears streaming down her face.