Maquerade of the ages

for my masquerade, i am invisible to everyone but myself unless i want them to see me.my words come out, my smile shows, but my shield is up. And so my masquerade begins. no one sees through it. behind the mask is a moody broken depressed girl. a lonely girl, who wants to break down in front of her friends, but wonders...how will they take it?how will u take it? would they say "for u a thousand times over"? Would they do virtually anything for me to help me? would u? like i would do anything for u? I am an offbeat an outcast a misfit. my masquerade rarely falters. if and when it does no one knows what to do. i have scars and bars on my heart. They rarely see me, but the person i pretend to be. but i have my moments of realness.of "my life is one of those u had to be there jokes". Love gives someone the power to break u, but u shouldnt let it happen. I have my enemies, because i have actually stood up for something in my life. life can be good, but it can suck, and then we die.i am a night child forever and always.

Down the rabbit hole i go. falling.am i who i am? Opposition: off with her head! for what? I am absolutely bonkers, absolum. I am a lover not a fighter, but i will fight for what i love. protests, rebellion, no specific reason... why do i fight? why so furious?serious? i fight for good reasons but no specific cause. i change them i change me.
For i am a Rebel without a cause...

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Elemental

Laughing my heart out while dancing in the rain.Lightning charging the sky & thunder beating to the beat of my heart.Cherishing the moments that i had long ago.happier & blissfully ignorant.Ignoring the pain since the death of the queen of my line.Living & laughing & loving like she'd want me to be.I'll forgive but not forget the people that caused me pain because life is to short to be living in regret.

When i saw u,i was afraid to meet u.When I met u,i was afriad to get to know u.& when i got 2 know u,i was afraid to love you.i love,now i'm afraid to let u go, and say goodby, so i wont for now...for now its ttfn tata for now...

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I'll try...trying to come up with the rest...