Friends and family

"Not vary its about Dan and Alexes brother what they did my life scince our parentd got married" i said sitting down

"well i think its a horrible book"i said putting the book aside."because it makes you remember every single bad moment you had.no wonder you keep crying"

"I promised i wouldn't, lets go back to your house i don't care if they are thee i just want to be with you" i said and layed my head on his sholder.

"okay let's go.but we can't jump step here there's too many people" i froze the time and jump stepped to my room "you will learn about that later"

"Ok" and i layed down on his bed

i wen to sit beside her

I turned and layed my head on his lap.

i stroke her hair gently

I looked up at him i sat up got on his lap and kissed him.

i held her back and kissed her back chuckling at the same time she couldn't stay a minute without kissing me

"Whats wrong" i said and kissed his neck

"nothing baby" than i took her off me, "i need to check on Britta"

"Fine and i laied down I knew he was using her as an excuse.

" i hear what you thought and i'm really not going to argue"
i went down to see if they were here and she was asleep in his arms "watch it Alex!i don't want you to hurt her again"

"i won't and you know how much i love her.stop hurting the one you changed.i know you are using her to forget your ex"

"i'm not and if she hears you she might believe it so stop talking like that!!"

I walked out "Is that why you did it to use me" i stood there confused

i sighed "here we go.happy now?"i said to alex who was laughing. i took her hand and jumped to her room so he couldn't hear us out "do you really think that's why i changed you?"

"I don't know is it because you keep rejecting me?" i asked crossing my arms

"i'm not rejecting you!if you want me to make love to you i will but i told you i don't want to be like others.and it has nothing to do with my ex.i hate her anyway"

"What you think i sleep with any guy im with NO im a virgin you a$$ and i love you" i went over and pushed him

"i didn't think it that way but i thought you and dad did it. and i love you two and that's why i was avoiding it i don't want to hurt you"

"You were hurting me by rejecting me" i said and wanted to cry

"i'm sorry"i hugged her "i do want you but i don't want to hurt you"

"But you already have" i said trying to hold back tears but i couldn't so i started cring

"i hate seeing a girl crying for go sake stop!"i hugged her tighter "i'm sorry i didn't mean to"

"I can't control it anymore but ill try" i wiped my eyes and breathed it worked but my eyes were swallen " I love you"