Innocence is Wrong (Me and Zmirazz)

"yeah they thought i was asleep"

"really?that sucks ..i'm still thinking how they will help me with my addiction...i really need a drink"

i shook my head "i need it..like really need it now"i was thinking about hitting town to get something to drink

(omg!! are u okay??)

i looked at her and smiled it was night fall already "i..umm go back to your room so you don't get caught and i'm gonna go for a walk" i stood up and started walking toward the end of the roof i was trying to figure out of going down

(thank god!)

"what?"

i looked at her going in than made my way down and i went through the forest really careful

i made it to town and found a bar.i took a beer and head back i drunk it on my way back

i drank it all feeling the need of having another one but i fought it and went back to the institution i climbed up to my room and maybe have made some noise

i lied on my bed my lids were heavy but i couldn't sleep.i went to lissa's room from the roof and i slid beside her in her bed thinking she was asleep

"you up?"i hoped i didn't smell alcohol

"i'm sorry i couldn't sleep.if you want me to go just say it"

"thank you" i smiled and closed my arms