Ironic (1x1)

Subject: Re: Ironic (1x1) Thu Dec 01, 2011 12:17 am

Before she could get up i gently grabbed her wrist, being careful not to hurt her. "You know neither of us can do that."

Subject: Re: Ironic (1x1) Thu Dec 01, 2011 1:46 am

I looked down at him. "Well we are going to ha-have to try." I said with a slight hitch in my voice.

Subject: Re: Ironic (1x1) Thu Dec 01, 2011 1:52 am

I squeezed her hand gently and shook my head. "I can't do that."

Subject: Re: Ironic (1x1) Thu Dec 01, 2011 3:09 am

"Your wife has cancer... I think its better if we just stop" I said unable to hold back the tears.

Subject: Re: Ironic (1x1) Thu Dec 01, 2011 3:26 am

"Its not that serious." i said

Subject: Re: Ironic (1x1) Thu Dec 01, 2011 7:51 pm

"You don't get it do you. We can't continue this now." I said

Subject: Re: Ironic (1x1) Fri Dec 02, 2011 4:40 am

"No really, its not that serious," i said trying to explain that i had been a little over the top. I was panicking, i didn't want to lose her.

Subject: Re: Ironic (1x1) Fri Dec 02, 2011 1:23 pm

"Cancer no matter what stage is always serious. She needs you now more then ever."

Subject: Re: Ironic (1x1) Fri Dec 02, 2011 2:03 pm

I rubbed my head in frustration with myself. I just needed to clear this all now. I couldn't lie to her like that, i really did care about her. "She doesn't have cancer." i said finally and held my breath.

Subject: Re: Ironic (1x1) Fri Dec 02, 2011 2:58 pm

"Why did you lie?" I asked him

Subject: Re: Ironic (1x1) Fri Dec 02, 2011 3:02 pm

I rubbed my head. "I'm sorry i panicked." i finally said. "I'm so sorry,"

Subject: Re: Ironic (1x1) Fri Dec 02, 2011 5:22 pm

"What is the truth for why your staying with her?" i asked

Subject: Re: Ironic (1x1) Fri Dec 02, 2011 6:40 pm

"She's pregnant." i said and let out my breath i had been holding.

Subject: Re: Ironic (1x1) Fri Dec 02, 2011 8:28 pm

That was like a stab to the stomach... it was horrible. "Oh...um... congratulations."

Subject: Re: Ironic (1x1) Fri Dec 02, 2011 11:12 pm

I clenched my jaw and ran my hand through my hair. "Yeah." was all i could say.

Subject: Re: Ironic (1x1) Fri Dec 02, 2011 11:40 pm

"I've got to go." I said turning and walking away

Subject: Re: Ironic (1x1) Fri Dec 02, 2011 11:45 pm

I clenched my jaw and watched her, i couldn't bring myself to get up.

Subject: Re: Ironic (1x1) Sat Dec 03, 2011 3:20 am

I couldn't walk the tears were going to start flowing. This hurt so much. I started running to my car I got in and leaned my head on the stearing wheel and started cry

Subject: Re: Ironic (1x1) Sun Dec 04, 2011 5:28 am

I felt terrible, i really didn't want to tell her.

Subject: Re: Ironic (1x1) Sun Dec 04, 2011 4:56 pm

I sniffled and drove home. I knew this wouldn't end well. I shouldn't have let me heart get involved

Subject: Re: Ironic (1x1) Sun Dec 04, 2011 5:08 pm

I slapped the table and walked away heading to my car. I didn't want to hurt her. And i did.

Subject: Re: Ironic (1x1) Sun Dec 04, 2011 9:42 pm

This was technically my fault. He was married and I was the homewrecker.

Subject: Re: Ironic (1x1) Mon Dec 05, 2011 3:12 pm

I blew off work for the rest of the day and went back home. I had to do something.

Subject: Re: Ironic (1x1) Mon Dec 05, 2011 4:06 pm

I sniffled and went to the liquor store. I needed to forget this.

Subject: Re: Ironic (1x1) Tue Dec 06, 2011 3:01 pm

I sat in the garage for a long time. Not exactly wanting to go inside. I just sat there. Thinking about Kay. I was an idiot for thinking we could be together, not because of this.

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