Howl •CLOSED•

She leaned against her dresser "Derek.. Hey.." she said "you what? Why would you.." she looked at Ben then back at the ground "no.. That's.. A great idea, double date..tomorrow night" she nods "where? The new club? Uh.. Okay.." she said "alright, love you too.. Bye" she looked at Ben and sighed "I hope you don't have plans tomorrow because we're going to the new club on 1st. Derek talked to my friend Ann so you'll have a date.." she laughed "I hope you like to dance.."

Ben sat up,"Uhh yeah.."he said and scratched the back of his head,"well night .."he smiled and walked out.Slipping into the guest room he sighed and layed down.

She watched him walk out and sighed. She kicked a pillow at her feet and walked downstairs. She sat on her counter and started eating twizzlers. She leaned back on the cupboards and started reading her book under the dim light.

Ben sat on the bed and sighed he thought about Cataleya the night he found her.She looked like an angle.. just like Clarey did.. he frowned at the thoought,maybe it was time to tell Cataleya why he was like this.He nodded and stood up and went and searched for her when he found her the first words he spoke were,"It wasn't just a dream.."

She looked up at him and set her book down "come again?" she asks confused.

"The dream I had yesturday night it wasn't just a dream it was a memory I had while I was sleeping.. something must have tiggered it,"Ben said as e stuffed his hands in his pockets,"the girl Imuttered about her name was Clarey and she was a human... she was MY human."

She looked at him with sad eyes, listening intently.

"I met her when Dylan was two he was crying one day at the park and Clarey ran by.. she stopped and helped me quite him down.."he looked at his feet a soft smile on his lips,"from that day forward we slowly grew to love each other,I purposed to her... a week before Christmas.But a week later while driving to her parents house we were hit.. the stupid car ran a stop sign and hit Clarey's side..."he glumped and his gaze met hers,"Clarey was ripped from my life a year after she was put into it I was devistated.. I promised myself I wouldn't love another woman that's why I sleep around."
Ben walked towards her,"But then I found you and somehow now all my wolf wants is you... so does my human both parts love how you feel against me.Of course Iwon't fall in love with you andI'm not telling you this to... well to warn you but mostly to make you understand."

Her heart sunk as he continued his story. Her heart sunk even more when he said he wouldn't fall in love with her. "Ben.. I'm so sorry.." she whispered looking at him. She grabbed his shirt and pulled him to her, hugging him tightly.

Ben buried his face into her neck holding her tightly,"Don't be it was a while back.."he looked at her,"I never told anyone that story.. not even Dean.."he stroked her cheek,"you must mean something to me already Cataleya."

"don't Ben " she whispered and got off the counter "don't do this.." she said starting to walk away from him.

Ben dropped his hnd,"Don't do what?"he asked as he stood there not bothering to look at her.

"don't mix feelings in with this! You're just.. A good f**k" she said " it's just sex with us Ben! That's it! A mistake that we made." she said, getting teary eyed.

Ben felt his wolf whimper inside him as she spat those words at her.He stood there before whispering,"I-I... "he trailed off,he let another one in only to be a mistake to her too.. he turned and without a word walked out.He walked to the guest room and slammed the door.Dropping on the bed he buried his face into a pillow he fumed but stayed where he was till he fell asleep.

She fell to the floor when she heard his door slam shut and cried. She cried for him, for his loss, and for the way she treated him after he has been so great to her. She cried because she didn't know how to handle these feelings she was having. After about an hour of breaking down and an hour of pulling herself together, she walked into Bens room. She stood by the door, scared to say anything.. But finally she said "Ben.." as she took a step closer to his bed.

Ben's eyes slowly opened,"What?"he asked softly as he layed there.

She swallowed and walked to his bed. She pulled off her pants and shirt and climbed under the sheets next to him and began to kiss his shoulder as she ran a hand down under his boxers.

Ben's breath caught,"W-what are doing?"he whispered as he moved closer to her hand.

"apologizing" she whispered as she climbs ontop of him, pulling his boxers down and kissing him lower and lower on his stomach.

Ben watched her as his one hand tangled in her hair.

She soon had a mouthful of him, going up and down, tasting every inch of him.

Ben's breath hitched before he moaned her name.

She digs lightly at his sides as she takes all of him in as he got harder and moaned as she felt him get closer to his climax.

Ben monaed louder when he came in her mouth.

She swallowed and licked him clean before trailing kisses up his stomach and rolling off of him, breathing heavily.