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Ben glumped as he watched her he felt himself getting hard,"Leya.."he growled softly in arousal,"come here.."

She dropped her hand and slowly walked to him biting her bottom lip.

Ben sat on the edge of his bed,when she washe ran his hand up her inner thigh just like she did,"God baby you turn me on so much,"he stopped an inch away from her core,he licked his lips,"Moan my name."

"Ben " she moaned "don't be a tease baby, it's not nice" she whispered and grinned at him.

Ben chuckled and ran his hand the rest way up her felt her wetness already and he growled,standing up he took off her dress and placed kisses along her neck.

She moaned "god I love the animal in you "she whispered "I love when you get angry, when you press me up against a wall so hard I bruise" she grins "when you growl... God everything about you makes me knees buckle baby"

Ben smirked and grazed his teeth lightly down her neck,"Uhmmm... Leya they way you talk just gets me harder and harder,"he shoved er lightly on the bed when she wa facing him he kissed down her body.

She moaned as his teeth scratched her skin "bite me Ben" she demanded "hurt me. God knows I've been bad " she whispered with a grin "maybe that's what I need.. To be put in my place."

Ben chuckled and bit her lip softly,then into her shoulder softly then her breast.. all the while his hands rubbed her core.

Leya gasped, she was so close she was trembling. As she came she moaned and closed her eyes, And when she opened her eyes... She was home. In her bed. Alone. It was all a dream, so she thought. Her and Ben connected through their dreams but they had no idea. She was covered in sweat and her heart was racing as she sat up slowly.

Ben woke up his little friend stood at full attention as he layed there,just a dream .. he thought as he sighed.Sitting up he looked at the time then somewhat painfully stood up and had a cold shower before getting dressed.

She took a quick shower and made some coffee, she rarely ever got up before the sun but she couldn't go back to sleep. She needed to try to move on from Ben for real.. It couldn't ever work, she told herself.

Ben grabbed a keys to a spare truck and sighed,he had to try and push Cataleya from his head she deserved btter than what he has got.He climbed in the truck and pulled out driving into town he went to StarBucks.

She pulled on some skinny jeans and a shirt that showed off her mid section and threw on some strappy heels. Maybe she could find a cute guy at Starbucks, she thought as she dumped out her burnt coffee and headed to the down road to Starbucks.

Ben had gotten a cup of cofee he didn't see his sister and Dylan before Dylan called him over.Ben smiled and walked over,"Hey,"he said.
Delilah laughed,"You look the sh*t ,still Cataleya problems?"
Ben frowned,"Thanks and eh.. I guess not like it matters."
Del raised an eye brow at him,"And why not?"
"Because she doesn't want me and maybe that's better ,I'm a monster ... an animal i can't give her anything..."he looked at the table,"nothing compared to what a man can give her."
Delilah reached over and slapped him,"Don't you dare think like that you can give a woman so much more than any man has to offer!"
Ben looked shocked then whispered,"Apperently not enough... Leya .. she.."he trailed off shaking his head.

Leya walked into Starbucks and ordered a coffee and a muffin. She sat down and put on her reading glasses, not even noticing Ben and the others and started reading her book and sipping on her coffee. Derek walked in shortly after and sat down with her. They exchanged some awkward small talk before she handed him the ring and he left.

Delilah shook her head,"No buts and or ors now me and Dylan ave a flight to catc see you in a couple weeks,"they got up and left Ben there.He sghed and drank his coffee slowly as he rubbed his jaw.

Cataleya was about to leave when she saw it was starting to poor outside. She sighed and glanced over and saw Ben sitting by the window. This wasn't happening, she thought. She didn't know what to do, the last time she saw him, he was screaming at her to leave. So she just looked back down at her book and tried to concentrate on her reading.

Ben looked out the window and sighed he as he watched it rain.People rain passed the window but one pair caught my eye it was a father and his little girl and his wife waiting for a cab he watched as the man covered the two up as they laughed at him for getting soaked.Ben's head filled with images of him and Cataleya and a child as soon as he thought about them he spilt coffee all over himself,"God damn!"he said as he shot up.

Waitresses shot over to Ben with towels and soda water as if they were waiting for an excuse to talk to him. Leya rolled her eyes at the sight of the women drooling over him. She looked him over slowly, he looked sexy as hell she had to admit, and he looked like he was feeling better. Good, she was happy to see him healing. As soon as she looked away from him the power went out. She laughed at everyone gasping and bumping into each other. She just leaned back and drank her coffee..

Ben didn't pay attention the the women around him he shook his head grumbling and walked out.He rn a and through his hair and walked down the street shoving his hands in his pockets he sighed,alright so the getting over Cataleya thing is going to take awhile he thought as he walked down the street.Sighing he knew what he had to do to get over her,he had to leave.He called Josh and told him that Dean was now the alpha of the pack and explained why he was leaving as he rushed over to Leya's place.Ben wanting to say goodbye in person but when he got in she wasn't there so he grabbed a pen and paper.

-Leya

Hey it's Ben.I came by your apartment to say good but you weren't here... so I'mwriting this note now to say I love you,I truely and honestly do but I don't deserve you,you deserve a man so much better than me.And I hope one day you find him.Anyways by the time you red this I'll be at the airport,I should go now bye Cataleya.

Love always,
Ben.

Ben left it on her kitchen counter then left for the airport.

(ahhhh!!)

When leya got home she saw the note and her heart sunk. Maybe this was good.. She thought as she fought tears back. She sat on her kitchen floor and read the note over and over again.

(what if he leaves for like 6 months or a year or something and he comes back for a weekend, ends up seeing Leya but he has a girlfriend now back in wherever he's been, And she offers him a place to stay and all these feelings come back? Also! While he's been gone they've been dreaming about each other.. Hmm whatcha think? Lol I just like to keep it interesting and difficult for them to be together)

(Lol I like the idea (: )


Ben sat at the airport thinking about Cataleya he sighed and shook his head,this is good.. this is really good.He stood up when his plane was called and boarded it.eaning back in his set he closed his eyes knowing he had a long journey ahead of him.

A whole year passed after Ben left. It was incredibly challenging and difficult but she managed. She dreamt of him from time to time and they were as real as ever, and that surprisingly kept her sane. She got Friday morning off and headed to Starbucks for her usual coffee and muffin to start off her day.

Ben had landed a couple hours ago tired as he11 he texted his girlfriend,Kylie a good morning text before walking in StarBucks.He got himself a cofee then sat down at a table,not noticing Cataleya .. yet.