Different Worlds *sak and i*

I just silently laid there. But also Had fallen asleep. at least till we got back to the house.

I gave my sister the key and got out. I go to the back seat and help her out as my sister goes to lay down on the house.

I walked with him sorely but I was getting there. The warmth of the house felt nice overall. And my bed sounded even better. All I wanted to do was curl up and hope it was a dream just a terrible dream.

I didn't know if she wanted me with her or not so I sat quietly.

I laid on my bed. I was also looking at him.

I looked at her and saw her watching me. "Yes?" I asked.

I held my stuff wolf and looked at one of my other walls. "can.. You just hold me again..?" I asked softly.

I nodded as I stood and laid on her bed. Then I pulled her to me quietly.

All I felt was weak and himjust being there just conferted me in all thats happened. Him holding me where I just felt oddly safe from those people out there. I had softly cried again.

I didn't say anything as we laid there. I knew she needed it.

I had cried my self asleep now.

When she was asleep I got up quietly and made dinner for my sister and us. I put hers in the microwave in case she woke. I sent my sister to the bath afterwards after setting it up. I told her to relax for a moment then wash up and go to bed.

At some point I woke up and was able to get Pjs on and walked down stairs quietly so i could eat my food. I still was really sore. But a text from papa woke me. Seeing how I was doing. I didn't lie to him. He just hasn't replied yet. I ate quietly my phone went off. He told me that his out of state business is going faster than planned that he would be home in a few weeks. Which would be the end of all the after school detentions for Hayden. I told him he might have another one closer to home that is meaningful to me. and that he would call me tomorrow when he gets back to the hotel. I finished eating and just set my dishes in the sink and walked back to my room. laying back down holding my wolf.

I helped my sister out and got her in bed. I was right, she was beginning to get sick.

I put my phone back on its charger and laid there crawled up into a ball again.

When my sister was asleep I went to check on Misty.

I was laying facing the door way I saw him. "Hi." I said softly.

"Hey," I said and sat on the bed.

"Hows syilva doing?" I asked. I was just trying to get my mind off of what happened.

"She might have the flu," I replied.

"There is some medican in the bathroom you could give to help." I said.

"Yeah I found it. Kind of ransacked your house but I also ran a warm bath for her. She's in bed now, and if she's not better Monday im going to stay with her and I think you should too," I said.

I just nodded. And hugged my wolf more.

I leaned back against the wall. "My mom did drugs both times she was pregnant. It didn't do anything to me but my sister was born 2 months early. Because of what she did I couldn't touch her for the first few months. All I could do was stare at her through the Plexiglas box they put her in. The doctors said she wouldn't survive to see her first birthday and my parents acted like they cared but really they were glad. One less mouth for them to feed, but she came home the month after all that. She was better but there wasn't much evidence she would live. They said maybe for us and her if she has to die then she should do it where she would be loved and happy. Have something normal of a normal life at home," I said. "The point is she gets sick easily because of my mother."

I nodded. "I see. I feel sorry for her that she had to go through this." I said. I sat up and sat there for a little while.