Different Worlds *sak and i*

"I guess you could say that. I don't know really what else to say about that," she said. "There's not so much to say."

We evucally got to the park. To me it felt like forever since they were talking. I sat under a tree.

We sat close to her and while our sisters went off to play we talked. She was easy to talk to but in the friend way. Not as in we could be more.

Some times when I looked at them I could see in her eyes she liked him with out really knowing him. But that how I was sorta but I knew him. I Just laid my head on my knees.

I saw her as a friend but I couldn't help but light up with certain conversation. I hadn't meant to basically ignore Misty but that happens.

I just Had gotten up and walked around thinking to my self. MAybe she was good for him but I didn't know what else to do. I desided I was going to go talk to my mom. I had let Sylvia know to let Hayden know when they had left. I walked to the grave yard.

I saw her leave and knew where she left so I was cool with it.

I sat down and talked to my mom. I sighed. "Am I wrong to think this? I just wanted to be happy just wanted some one who was a true happy and just right. But Since Lilly came its been little different." I sighed again. Laying my head on my knees. "Mom What should I do?"

I smiled as we continued talking.

I sighed. I got up and made a slow walk back to the park. But it was near lunch time as well.

We were waiting for her to come back before rounding up our sisters.

I ended up sitting on the bench next to the play ground. Lost in thought.

I saw her come back but decided to give her a moment.

I just sat there my head in my hands. Thinking and slightly not sure about anything.

Sylvia ran to her after watching her for a few minutes. "are you ok?" She asked.

I looked up at her. "Yea. I'm fine." I said. Though that was a complet lie.

"no you're not," she said.

"Yea I know. I just don't know any more." I said.

She looked in our direction where we were still talking. "My brother can be a little confusing sometimes. You never really know what's up with him," I said.

I sighed. "I don't even know what to do." I said.

She shrugged, "I don't really know. Im just a kid so it's not going to help if I said anything."

"I know I know." I sighed.

"Maybe you need to talk with him," she said.

"and what will that do? Nothing." I said.

She shrugged. "Like I said im not experienced so I know absolutely nothing," she said before we came over. "Hey we're going to go eat," I said.