OMG their are vampires.

'you dont want see your friend, or is it because she is with your cousin, the alpha, that bit is confusing to me.' i said. 'she hates him with a passion but worse for her she can't help but love him. well according to her aura.' i gave her a small smile. 'she loves you as a sister though.'

'you wanted to speak in person?' i said not letting my eyes wander.

I sighed, "she hated him" Isaid, "Now she loves him..he loves her but hates me, I love her..she's like my sister..and I guess I love my cousin a little..I mean he is my cousin" I said, "But I still feel wierd about it all" I shrugged, "El knows everything about me..whether it be a certain vampire I used to have feelings for or what I had for dinner last week..she knows"

I focused on her face, "I love you El" I said, "More then anything"

'she is a good friend i think, from what i know.' i smiled. 'she has your best interests at heart.'

'i ...' my voice dried up and i swallowed and nodded. i wanted to tell him i did as well but he'd hurt me before. i tried to be strong but a couple of tears leaked down my face.
'i do too,' i said. 'but i meant what i said about giving up being alpha to phee.' tears streaked down my face now.

I nodded, "I know" I said, "But I can't shake this feeling off"

I wiped her tears and held her to me, unable to speak..What did I want more

'what feeling?' i asked, whilst not trying to actively check her aura.

'i'm sorry,' i whispered into his shoulder. 'sorry this cant be simple.'

"I don't know what it is exactly" I said, "It's like.." I trailed off for a secong thinking of the words, "It's like I want her to be happy, but then I don't want her with J, my cousin, like he's taking her from me..she's my best friend" I whined slightly like I was 7 rather then 10 years older. "And then just to top it all off..I want what they have for myself" I looked at him

"It's fine" I whispered, "I want you more then anything"

i gave her a smile.
'we all feel like that at some point,' i took her hand. 'you'll find love, maybe sooner than you think.'

'en-enough to give up being the alpha?' i mumbled against him.

I sighed, "I thought I had" I said, "Turns out I was wrong" I looked at him tears in my eyes, I wiped them away quickly

I looked down at her, "I think so"

i gave her a little smile.
'maybe, but dont hold that against love.' i said and touched her cheek.
'sometimes it may suprise you where it turns up.'

i looked up at him, my eyes glittering with unshed tears.
'it's all i ask,' i whispered.

I looked up at him and nodded slightly

I kissed the top of her head

'look at your best friend and your cousin,' i laughed lightly. 'anything is possible just keep your mind open.'

i gazed up at him, longing to touch but still afraid and unsure of what to do.

I smiled at the thought, they were the most unlikely two people to ever be together..but look at them

I exhaled and looked down at her, "where's Phee?" I asked, "I need to talk to her"

i smiled at her.

'i dont know,' i said. 'she's probably at the lake thinking, she wouldnt want to be disturbed though.' i added on wondering if she's met up with her vamp guy again.
'stay with me for the minute,' i said holding his hand. 'you can send up a howl.'

I looked at Azure and smiled

I nodded holding her in my arms, "I'll wait"

i looked up.
'ahh the dulcet sounds of my summoning,' i said. 'i must go but maybe we can meet again whenever you are free?'

'thank you,' i said hugging him.

"I'd like that" I said, "Nice meeting you"

I hugged her, "No prob"

'nice meeting you too, phoebe.' i said and kissed her both sides of her cheek in parting. i then left heading for my coven.

i gave a small sigh and relaxed against him.

I smiled before turning and starting a slow walk back

I smiled

i smelt phee before i saw her and i straightened up.

I walked before smelling El and J together, I sighed and squared my shoulders before walking closer to them

I looked up to see Phee in her sweater, "Pheobe"

"Jason" I said using his full name

i stepped away from J unsure of what to do but i still stood close to him.
'phee?' i said almost apologetically.

"El" I said, "I'll um..leave"

"No"

i looked at j and then walked over to phee. i took her hand.
'you dont have to go.'

I looked at them, "I want to leave you" I said, "Especially in your naked state"

i looked down and blushed.
'we ... i left my clothes at the car when i changed.' i said with a shrug. 'i can get them if you like?'