graciella's poems

I loved you
you loved her
i told you that
you ripped out my heart
It lays there on the floor where you threw it.
I hate you and you act like you did nothing.
i cant love or have compassion
i only can feel pain
the cuts and blood
i have no heart just an empty hole in my chest
and the only person that could put it back together would be you
but you love her

you broke my heart
just left me there
i gave you my heart
and you threw it away.
I now give myself to darkness
and not to light.
and if you dont know why
just remember your words
you threw my heart away
for hers.

lies
all lies
I beleived you
and you pushed me away
we were friends
and you sold it away
for some boy
you lied to me
I hummiliated myself
for lies
all lies they ruined us
lies

I'd cry for you
I'd lie for you
I'd stand up for you
I'd kill for you
I just want the truth
but lies is what i get
I'd walk away for you
I' run for you
I'd die for you
but not for these lies
the lies are drowning me
I'll give you your wish
I'll let you live a happy life
I'm fulfilling my promise
I'm walking away for you
I hope the lies were worth it.

Dig my grave
Dig it deep
Don't cry for me
Don;t love me less
just remember I died for my love for you
you puntctured my heart in two
promise me this
you owe me this much
promise me because I died for love
love that wasn't returned.

i wrote these poems about stuff that has happened in my life or stuff that I feel.

wow. deep. i'm more like this:

every flower
every grain of sand
is reaching out
to shake my hand- spongebob

lol

lol sin.

on the outside I look fine
but once you really see
you will call me crazy
for doing what I do.
I don't want to do it
but it helps me cope.
I look normal
but I have a secret
no one knows it
except me.
It's written on my body
it's because of you
and what you did
It helps me cope and i'm not the only one.
so if you have something to say
I just have one request
don't judge me harshly.

Oh wow Grace!!
I like them but it was... oh wow Grace!!
They are amazing and they are just...
I agree with Sin. They are so deep. You pour your heart out this way.
And it's better then what some other people do.

here are some more.

the old saying goes
sticks and stones can break my bones but words would never hurt me.
it's not true
it should be
sticks and stones can break my bones
but words can hurt you
if they are from the right person.



slice,
cut,
blood,
bandage,
then put on my act again.
my life as everyone knows it is a lie
no one knows what I do or who I am
I wish I could tell someone
but I can't
my family still thinks I am a sweet little girl
and if they found out the truth it would kill them
I know what it's like to live in darkness
no one knows what I feel, or how I solve it
my life infront of people is an act
but behind closed doors
is my true life
my life that no one can know about.

I like the first one.

umm.......

ok i just have one request don't judge me based on what you read in my poems..

Sorry. That was what I was doing wasn't I? Real sorry Grace.
I am going to delete that comment now. Sorry Grace!!

no no sarah it's fine. I just posted that.
it made me realize something tho so I thank u.
i will pm u what i want to say

i know some of these poems are dark but i cant help it so yea

outsider
Why are there outsiders
why don't they have friends
why do people treat them differently
if you are an outsider
you should come together
then you wouldn't be an outsider anymore
but someone will always be left out
hated
or treated differently
that's why it's called an outsider

promises
I promise something
but then I go and break it
I dont want to
but I cant help it
promises mean nothing when you cant keep them
I hate to break promises
but I do anyways.
promise is just a word
it doesnt mean anything anymore

I feel l ike when I'm not looking
people are immitateing me
I feel like when I'm not listening
people are makeing fun of me
I feel like when I turn around
all the quiet wispers sto
I think that no one cares
or that no one knows
I think that no one would realize
if I didn't come back
I feel lost in this world
no sure where my place is
I feel like I don't belong
that I'm not wanted
but no one seems to care
what I think or feel

act
I've been told
I wasn't a good actress
but you should see
that my whole life
infront of you is an act
you should know what you say
could be wrong
because to you
i can't act but that's
because you don't know that my life infront of you is an act
acting happy, and fine
is what I do
just for you shouldn't you feel special
so before you say something you should know the truth.

faith
is something that I am loseing
I feel like i'm walking out
on my faith
I feel like there isn't a god anymore
cuz if there was why would he put someone on this earth to suffer
I feel like I'm just liveing the be made fun of
I carved a cross on my palm
to remind me that I should have faith
that things will turn out
that there is a bigger plan for me
but I dont think so
I think that no one would care if I walked out on my faith
but the cross is still there
forever on my palm
either as a reminder of what is or should be

the teenage years are supposed to be the best of your life.
I dissagree I just want to be a kid again
when everything was easier
people didnt hurt people on purpose
I want to relive those happy times
and write a letter to myself as a kid
tellin myself to remember the happy times
teenage years are trouble and depressing
my friends stab you in the back
people hurt you
people leave you
and you hurt.
remember the good in life
if I would have it would have helped me.

People ask me if I'm ok.
They tell me that I can tell them if I'm not
But I just say i'm fine
so no one sees the tears I cry.
I put up a wall
and dont let people in
my world is caos
and no one understands
i'm different
and I cant be normal again
I am who I am
and no one can change that
I can only wish to be normal
and live a care free happy life
but I can't
but I can still wish I was fine
can't I?

loved them

thanx hun