Just Say you Dont Love Me (2)

"Yes but im a vegeterian one." i said making air quotes. "I drink animal blood instead of a human's"

((Where is Elliott? Sorry to be a pian >.<))

((You're no pain. You are still in the infermary. But Paysin left I think. So.... yup!))

Vitani <3's Stark wrote:

"no. i dont really need to speak with you, i just want to make sure you dont crawl off somewhere and die. coz that would be bad. nice choice of words. you idiot... i thought to myself

'i'm not gonna die,' i laughed. 'i just wanted to be alone for a bit and i hate the infirmary with a passion, i feel too helpless there.' i said honestly.

I nodded. "I like that more, you dont eat shifters though right?" I joked with a slight nudge. I looked around the cafeteria for something I wanted to eat.

"i would never. How dare you accuse me of such a thing" i said in a british accent.

I giggled. And then the philly cheese steak caught my eye, I licked my lips and snatched it onto my plate and grabbed a bag of doritios. "My lucky day." I looked at her. "Can you eat this kind of food too?"

I texted Jason. U still have ta explain that ta me, remember? When we were n the infirm.\

Then I texted Elliot. Can me and u hang out tonight, just us?

"Yeah, but we need blood too" i said grabbing a turkey sandwich w/ cheese ruffles. I looked at her texting. "okay what are you planning?"

i looked at her with a guilty look, of course I was going nothing wrong. I kissed Elliot and we certainly had a thing...me and Jason were just friends, though we seemed to share a connection; a strange and very very wrong connection. "Well I think me and Elliot are dating." was all I said to her, though I wanted to explain to somebody my situation as to keep me sane but then what if she thought i was some kind of hoe?

I got Paysin's message and smiled
Sure, give me a time and place and I'm there

I smiled. anywhere&anytime. I just need time wif u.

'uhhuh, well if i wanna be an alpha one day i have to look strong for the others.' i smiled. 'besides i have a hard head.' i looked around quietly. it was so peaceful here. this was one of my two favourite places. the other one only a wolf could get to and i hadnt shown anyone it yet.

(dont forget to pm when you reach the next day!)

"first of all if youre not sure it means youre still just friends. And second let me guess: you like jason too, am i right" okay that was totally pry-ish of me but it was kinda obvious.

I frowned. "Well thats why I want to hang out with Elliot, to find out if its official." I took a bite out of philly cheese steak when she implied that i liked Jason and almost choked. I spit out my food. "No." I coughed

"well there's definetely something going on" i said while munching on some ruffles. "its okay, you dont have to talk to me about it, its not my bussiness. But you do look like you need to talk to somebody" i took a sip of my sprite.

I looked around and sighed. "Who knew the first person i truely opened up to would be a vegetarian vamp." I giggled and sighed deeply, ready to let it al spill out. "I really really like Elliot, he makes me feel happy and comfortable and actually calm for once." I smiled thinking how it felt when we kissed. "Its always nice and peaceful with him, I feel like i'm in a blissful state." I sighed and adverted my eyes. "But the first time I met Jason I was trying to kill him and I lost all concentration and it was all intense...I met his eyes and I was stuck, my heart was beating quick and my adrenaline was rushing...and it wasn't because of the fight...It's like that everytime we have those weird moments." I put my face in my hands. "Elliot it's soothing and Jason it's like a frenzy. I can't stand Jason half the time, he is my total opposite and I really just want to punch him some times but he understands me better than anyone...or he seems to. And Elliot is just wonderful and I want to share that understanding with him....I actually feel like I want to open up to him." I looked at her. "And my instinct just wants me to run away from it all..." I couldnt believe I was still talking...that I was still going on about this to a girl I had only truely known for a day but Raksha and Sasha was elsewhere and I couldnt open up to anyone else.

"Hmm so basically Elliot is the guy next door and Jason is the bad boy who you think you have nothing in common with but really he does understand and you are alike in lots of ways. This is a seriously good base for a sitcom" i told her giggling. "The way i see it you should just not make a commitment with Elliot and just get things straight with Jason before you make a decision your gonna regret"

I laughed, "Thanks." Then I sighed again. "I dont want to straighten anything out with Jason, hopefully when he hooks up with Vitani everything will just go away and I dont have to worry about him. I dont want Jason and I dont want anything with him." I think...I added in sub-conciously. I mentally shook myself, I didnt and shouldnt. Point blank.

"aha...... And thats why you refuse to look me in the eye when your saying that? Besides Jason won't hook up with Vitani"

Brittni wrote:

I smiled. anywhere&anytime. I just need time wif u.

I smiled reading her message,
Meet me outside the front of school at 6?

I got his text and smiled again. Sounds good. xoxo -Paysin
I looked up at her. "Elliot is perfect and he doesnt make me want to rip my hair out, trust me, I dont want Jason." When she said that about Jason and Vitani, I laughed, "Don't be so sure, they were haivng a pretty hot moment earlier this morning after I told you off."


INTERCOM-- CLASSES WILL BEGIN TOMORROW AFTER CLEAN UP!