Just Say you Dont Love Me (2)

I started to cry, it bursted out of me and I put my face in my hands. "Oh Elliot, I'm so sorry." I sobbed.

I moved to her slowly, "Just tell me why"

I shook my head. "I-I dont know Elliot." I looked up at him. "I love you, I really really do..." I wiped my tears and stood up. "I can leave now and never hurt you again Elliot...Just say you dont love me and thats all I need, I need to hear you say that and I can walk out of your life right now.'

I looked at her, "I don't want you to leave" I told her, "And..I cant say I don't love you..'cause I do Paysin." I took her hands in mine, "That's why this hurts"

I squeezed his hands and leaned my head into his chest. "Elliot I never meant to hurt you..."

I put my arms round her silent

I hugged him close and sobbed silently into his chest after a while like that I pulled away and wiped my tears. "I have to go meet the girls for a slumber party." I laughed, it had been so far away in my mind. I felt like everything had just tumbled in on me. I guiltily wondered if Jason was okay...I loved him also...How does this happen? How to I fall in love with two people?

I looked at her taking her handi n mine, "Okay" I said, "Want me to walk with you"

(can i be invited to the sleepover??? *gives britt the puppy dog eye look*)

((Hehe yep just say I sent you the text too earlier and hey go check on Jason and his crushed knuckles =/ ))
((Rika too is invited lol))

I nodded and started walking towards my dorm. I texted the girls in a mass message. Hey, im on my way now with Elliot. Meet me there.

((*hehe* crushed knuckles))

I sighed and read the text. Im expecting details!!!!!!! I texted her as I packed an overnight bag.

I walked with her back to her room

I sighed. Oh I had details alright, but I wasn't sure what they would think of me...I had a feeling this was a little much to share and I couldn't tell Raksha about Jason...Oh the reaction that would cause. I couldn't tell them, now I had to find another story to tell. We got to my room and I leaned against the door and waited for the others. "I can't believe you don't hate me..."

I looked at her, "I could never hate you"

I smiled at him. Maybe I could avoid story time with Raksha till curfew... "Would you like to come inside?" I asked.

I shrugged, "Sure" I said, "Why not...Room full of girls"

I slapped his chest and laughed, opening the door and walking inside with him and vitani. "hey vitani thanks for coming." I sat on my bed then layed back.

Elliott laughed and followed her in, "Hey"

I waited for the others to get there. "Conversation starters, anyone?"

I shrugged, "What do girls usuallytalk about when guys arn't around"