Stay

Are you someone
Who can grant me a wish
And set me free?
But, then I know that
All you want to do
Is stand up and leave.
And when you leave,
I'd be alone
With no one to hold.
It's just another tale
That people think that
Shouldn't be told.
So now i'm alone
With the cold wind
And dark night sky,
Wishing that I'd
Have the strength to just
Stand up and fly.
But, with no one there
To support me and
Lead me through,
I guess there's really
Not much that
I could do.
But, why did you
Leave me and
Treat me so cold?
Now I have a reason
For wanting to
Be alone ...

What makes you say
"I'm leaving"?
It makes me feel
Nothing like a human being.
It makes me want
To just go and die.
Becuase with this pain,
I know want survive.
What will make you
Stay with me
Without us starting to fight
And cause us to bleed?
How can I make
This up to you?
Is there really
Anything I can do?
I can't stand the fact
That you will go away.
So why dont you come to me
and say ...
"I'll Stay"

How did I get into this mess?
I never thought my feeling
For you would change.
My world started turning
Since the day I met you.
I can't hide and keep these
feelngs anymore.
If you would know what
I feel and you
Wont accept it,
I dont think I'd be
Able to bare it if
I lost you.
Even in just a single moment.
And if by chance
You'll know this,
I hope you
Would accept it.
Why of all the friends
I have, how come it's you?
I didn't mean for this to happen.
Why is my heart hesitating?
It's hard to love a friend,
That might not understand.
What will happen now?

The time slowly passes by
In a sweet embrace.
Holding me so tight,
Not moving me from my place.
The snow slowly falls,
Slightly hitting my face.
Then, it lets go ...
What a disgrace.
Then, I look at you
With the most sincerest serenity.
"I'm leaving,"
Thats all you say to me.
It's all you CAN say
With what's left of your ability
And with these tears streaming down
... a bittersweet memory ...

I love you enough to fight for you,
compromise for you, and sacrifice
myself for you if need be.
Enough to believe in our relationship,
to stand by it through the worst
of times, to have faith in our
strength as a couple, and to never
give up on us.
Enough to spend the rest of my life
with you, be there for you when you
need or want me, and never, ever
want to leave you or live without you.
Multiply this by infinity, trace it
around the world to your heart
and that's only a hint of how much
I really love you.

To Who I have Failed,

I know that thisfeels a lot like hell to you all, but take solace in the fact that this is my last resort. I couldn't le my problems bring the rest of you to my level. Some may say this is a coward way out, some may even be right, but this is the only way I can see it ending. I have failed my family, I have failed my friends, and now I fail myself. I hope you all understand. Don't hate me. You have every right to, but please, for me, try not to.

Just so you know, I do love you; as much asI can, but somehow it's not what is eating me up from the inside out. Betrayed by everything I held dear, no one knows the real me, not anymore, Nit even myself. I'm lost and I can't find my way out. I've been trying for yeas now and I can't hold it together anymore. I can't hold up a front to make it easier for everyone else.
Seems starnge really, this is really the first thing I'll be doing for me ...

I'll always be here. And, I'm sorry ....
Goodbye ...

that's really good.

i like it keep writeing poems ur really good at it

aww that's good but sad

thanks
i wrote it a long time ago

It's a suicide note
i wrote it just in case ^^
BUT IM NOOOT DYING)

yeah i wrote it
kusz i felt bad
kusz my mother told me i was moving
and i was thinking about how
it would feel if i left
my best friend Jenessa
T~T

i kinda figured as much but dont die. i'm just saying that right now even tho u said u weren't gonna just dont i kno it seems like the only option right now. But it's not worth it.

i dont really want to kill myself.
I guess it's because i was very
depressed at the moment that i wrote it!

Oh ok well that's good that you don't want to kill yourself.

i wont
promise!

ok. I just know from experiance suicide isnt the way out. i've had t talk many of friends out of suicide and i've been talked out of it a couple of times to.

yeah
i thought of suicide before
many times
because many people
dont really care about me
but i feel better now ^^

that's good that you feel better.

i do indeed

awww thats so sad, your really great!! i loved it and keep it up!

sad but really good

thanks!

aww that is sad but great!

im glad