Dirty Little Secret (Open - Please Join)

okay...ill get up and unlock the door....just lock it when you come in..... i got up and put my silk robe on. i liked to sleep in my bra and panties....id throw on some pj's after i unlocked the door.

((Still hate the word Panties o.o''))

I walked out to my car and drove to her house.

(Why? xD)

i unlocked it and went back to my room. i took off my robe and put on a tank top and pj shorts.

((DUnno o.o))

I walked to her door once I got there adn walked inside and snuck around her sleeping father/

i went out and saw that he was here. i smiled. maybe i did like him......... i tip toed to the door and locked it and then led him to my room.

"Tell me about it. He also drinks a few shots of scotch before he falls asleep so he's out cold till morning."

"Its actualy not funny" i said softly. "He and i both still arent over mom's death..." i sat down on my bed and with my good hand pulled my knees up to my chest.

"Soorry.." I said softly.

I looked at the pregnancy tests. All positive. I glared and heard him(Usaki) Walk into my old house. I jumped out the window of my bathroom and darted in another direction. I had to call Ai..

I jumped out after her and tackled her. "What happened?"

I kicked him off with ease. "Don't talk to me." I ran off.

I ran after her and grabbed her wrist. "I'm tired of running, and you know you can't do this alone. I don't want you to. So tell me what happened. Now."

I growled and grabbed his wrist and twisted it to make him let go of me. "I have Ai!" I shouted at him and ran once more.

I growled and grabbed her wrist again before she could get far. I gripped it tightly, not letting go. "Listen. You know that I want to help. You're just mad because it's my fault. But you never told me to stop. You never told me to quit. Not even to pause to put one on." I squinted at her in the dim light. "And so it's my responsibility since you've made it clear you think it's 'My Fault'. I'm going to help. Whether you like it. Or not."

"NO!" I punched him square in the face. "I.. I.. I HATE YOU!" I ran into the depths of the forest.

I walked calmly after her. "You know you don't! You know you want my help! You know you can't do this without me! And you know you want to stop this nonsense!" I yelled angrily. I softened my tone a bit. "But we're too far in this. So you're running away. I understand." I stood there. Uncertain if she would come out behind her tree or not. So I stood there for about twelve minutes.

I continued to run and stopped by a waterfall I went to when I was little.

I stood there. Listening to the soft hum of the falling water. I knew she had heard me.

"Its ok..." i said softly. "You didnt know...."