If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x]

" This is also true, " I whispered in Luke's ear before kissing his neck.
I looked into Bella's eyes and nodded, Luke was her father in more ways, but Ean was biologically...what was I supposed to say if Ean asked for his daughter?

It took me a minute before I realized what he had said, deep in thought as always. I looked at the and noticed Gabriel had more hair and was slightly longer, and the same for Bella.
" I know. " I sighed, how long did I have before they grew up all the way? I had, had the normal rate, but then again, in this life, my parents were mortal.

I sighed. It reminds me of a book I read, I thoguht to her. A daughter that was half vampire half human grew at a pace similar to this. Just a little slower.

((Breaking Dawn is the book he is refering too))

I had read it, I smiled at the memory. I decided to wake up Ean, I didn't know how he slept and I didn't want to walk in on him naked or anything.
Ean, we're coming over so get dressed or whatever. Why was I suddenly so nervous? It was just Ean.

I sighed when I grabbed Luke's arm. Okay, I told myself, hormone time later. I started to walk for the door, what was I going to say? I had no idea.

I felt myself growing nervous in the short time it took to get to Ean's door. What was I going to say? I hoped that Luke would do a lot of the summarizing at least.

I knocked on the door and grabbed Cassie's free hand.

((So this is about leaving Cassie and Bella alone right?))

I sighed as my shaking hand knocked on the door.

((It goesn't matter, but I have to go. Sorry ))

I nodded my acknowledgement and stepped past Ean.

I looked at Ean. Could I do this?
" You can't... love me. " I whispered.

I froze. I pulled Bella closer to me, she was staring at Ean and sort of smiling, but she seemed to not want to. I saw Luke tense. I was thinking about taking Gabriel from him, but was glad he was because he was able to be distracted this way.

I nodded, letting Luke know that I had heard him.
" I think you should see Bella, if we are going to be living down the hall from each other. She should get to know you. "

I spoke to Luke without looking at him. Is this okay with you?

I started to turn for the door. What else could I do?

I jumped a little. " What? " I asked alittle confused. I sounded dazed.