If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x]

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Mon May 24, 2010 10:02 pm

"Why?" I asked her. "You want me to know our daughter. Yet you don't say why. And you personally didn't answer my question. Why can't I love you?"

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Mon May 24, 2010 10:04 pm

I couldn't say it. I held up my left hand instead, with my engagement ring on it.

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Mon May 24, 2010 10:09 pm

I flinched as I saw her hand. So she was gettin' married. I let go of her hand and stepped back. "Why do you want Bella to know me?" I asked her. Her ring only answered one question.

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Mon May 24, 2010 10:10 pm

" Don't you want to know her? "

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Mon May 24, 2010 10:13 pm

"I do!" I said. "I was just wanting to know why you do."

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Mon May 24, 2010 10:15 pm

I opened my mouth and turned around and walked out.

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Mon May 24, 2010 10:20 pm

"See ya ean," I said as I left with Cassie.

I frowned and watched the door as they left. How rotten.

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Mon May 24, 2010 10:22 pm

I stormed back to the room and put Bella back in her crib and flew past Luke in the hallway. I kicked Ean's door. Waiting.

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Mon May 24, 2010 10:23 pm

I heard a kick and opened the door too see Cassie again. "Yes?"

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Mon May 24, 2010 10:25 pm

I pushed him into the room and closed the door behind me.
" Why does it matter? " I started to cry as I collapsed on his bed. I didn't care.

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Mon May 24, 2010 10:36 pm

I frowned and sat next to her on the bed trying to comfort her. "Because I wanted to know your resonings."

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Mon May 24, 2010 11:14 pm

I cried harder. Why was this so complicated. If I had met Luke before Ean, then we wouldn't have a problem. I loved Luke, so much, but I loved Ean, only a little because of the little connection we had.

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Tue May 25, 2010 4:18 pm

"Cassie," I said. "Please. Tell me what's wrong."

I saw Cassie run by me and then run back. I sighed and got in our room with Bella and Gabriel. I set Gabriel in his crib and watched them. If they had questions I would answer them. I trusted Cassie enough to not do anything she would regret.

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Tue May 25, 2010 4:27 pm

" Why!? " I screamed. " Why do I have to love both of you? "

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Tue May 25, 2010 4:31 pm

I flinched. She loved me and him. She was caught in a triangle. "I'm sorry Cassie," I said. I loved her too. I would say it if I didn't think it would make things worse for her.

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Tue May 25, 2010 4:32 pm

I cried harder, hiding my face. What was I supposed to do? I loved Luke more, but I loved Ean because in this life he was my first love and he gave me a beautiful daughter.

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Tue May 25, 2010 4:35 pm

I touched her face lightly to show her that everything was going to be ok. "Cassie," I said. "I'm not making you chose between us."

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Tue May 25, 2010 4:45 pm

I didn't want him to touch me. I felt the electric current going through the necklace.

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Tue May 25, 2010 4:49 pm

I pulled my hand back instantly when she zapped my hand. "Sorry," I murmured. How long has she had that power?

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Tue May 25, 2010 7:06 pm

I sat up and looked at him. I wanted to give him a last kiss or something, but the thing was, could I control myself? I'm sure Luke would understand one last time.

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Tue May 25, 2010 7:12 pm

I watched her sit up slowly. What was she going to do?

I smiled and watched gabriel fall asleep. I picked up Bella and carried her over to the bed sitting on it while holding my "Daughter."

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Tue May 25, 2010 9:16 pm

I don't think I could do it... I thought to myself. This could ruin everything. Is a last kiss wrong? I just stared into his eyes, looking into his soul.

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Tue May 25, 2010 9:23 pm

I frowned at her. "Cassie," I breathed. What was she thinking about?

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Tue May 25, 2010 9:26 pm

I found myself crawling closer to him. " Ean, take this as my last gift to you. "
It wasn't wrong, it would be the last time. This was closure.

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Tue May 25, 2010 9:30 pm

I blinked for a second and then she was kissing me. She said this was a last gift. I didn't want it to be last. But I kissed her back anyways. She tasted sweet and.... spicy.

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