Journal of a Dead Girl ((Charater Pictures up :DD))

Skye
He smiled back a bit, but something was way off. “Hey, so how’s it going?” He asked, I blinked and nodded a bit. “Can I come in?” I asked gently. “Sure, come on in.” He said, letting me in. I smiled a bit, but he looked worried like I came at the wrong time or something. “Hey Markus? You sure I’m not interpreting anything important?” I asked sitting in a chair.

He nodded and smiled. “Yeah completely sure.” He said, I smiled back but froze when I heard someone come in from his room. It was some girl I looked over and blinked, she seemed high.

“Markus sweetie, where are you?” She asked stumbling around, we sat there watching her. When she found him, she sat in his lap and tried to kiss him. I didn’t take it too well, “Markus. . .” I said gasping. “What the hell? You were cheating on my sister huh?” I yelled at him getting up. Something seemed wrong, I was dating Markus not Terri, I blinked.

“No, no Terri you don’t understand! I told her we were over, but she wouldn’t stop!” He said trying to get the girl off. I sighed, “She loved you Markus, and you left her for a skank in a second. You said you loved her, you never did and she killed the baby, but never stopped loving you.” I said tired. Wait what the hell? He was cheating on me! He never tried to stop, and what the hell? It was like they were talking as if I’m dead! (I wasn’t in control.) “You know what? *edit your post and this will go away* you *edit your post and this will go away*. I’m going.” And with that I left and drove home angry.

Once home I threw my self onto my bed and cried, I cried hard. Something was wrong, the world seemed different. My love left me for Tara. I was pregnant too, only 9 weeks. He took my virginity, my child, everything! And now I just find out he’s with my ex-best friend Alice too. I sat up and wiped my eyes, no. I told myself, I’m not going back to cutting. I let few tears fall gently. Alice, you were my best friend. And now your with him? You knew, but still. And I thought you weren’t a skank, but I was wrong. I was right till last year. On the first date too, you called me a slut. But I waited a year till I was ready. And now your with my first kiss, first love and the person who took my virginity. Just wow Alice, wow.