house of night Vermont. ( started but still open!)

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i wanted to let him but not tonight... who was i kidding? i love him and he loves me. more than how my mom, step dad, the evil sibblings, and my real dad.... their faces ran through my head... all of them... i rolled over so i was lying on my back.

"I'm so sorry..I'm..an idiot..I wan't thinking..forgive me?"

Idiot! You get a nice girl, who loves you, and you love back, and you blow it... I had accidentally projected it to her..

I smiled. "I wonder if he is the cousin that Alec was talking about..." I said quietly, almost to myself. "I'm glad you found him." I said smiling.

"Huh? What do you mean?" I was confused. This guy was sweet and helped me..

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VampyreFreak wrote:: "I'm so sorry..I'm..an idiot..I wan't thinking..forgive me?"

Idiot! You get a nice girl, who loves you, and you love back, and you blow it... I had accidentally projected it to her..

i nodded. my lips wouldnt move so i could talk. i just wasnt really loved as a child... i want to.. i love you. but i just cant tonight. im sorry., i thought to him.

I hugged her tight, completely forgetting she was naked on top.

"I love you too...Its ok..I'm an idiot.."

"I was worried, when you ran off and I asked Alec if he should go make sure you were okay. But he said you were being taken care of, and something about his cousin being here..." I said.

"Ok..well he was nice whie we were together..." I looked down at myself.

"I don't usually dress like this...I was kinda hot..."

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VampyreFreak wrote:: I hugged her tight, completely forgetting she was naked on top.

"I love you too...Its ok..I'm an idiot.."

out of no where i started to cry.

I just hugged her. I had been through this sort of thing with my sister. I picked up one of my shirts.

"Here, wear this for now..I don't want you feeling any worse than you do.."

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i put on the shirt and and put my head back on his chest.

I blushed realizing I wasn't dressed much better than she was. "Well, I don't usually wear Hello Kitty shorts, either," I said smiling.

I held her.

"I'm so sorry...I wasn't thinking..I'm sorry.."

I smiled back." The house got hot earlier...dunno why..but I needed to change...and Nick almost lost his jaw.." I laughed.

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you didnt do anything wrong victor. its them who are the wrong doers. i couldnt since i was sobbing i just let him read my thoughts.

I held her tighter.

"I wish I could have helped..this is just like with Viktoria...." I trailed off, catching her thought.

"She...told someone.."

I smiled. "Apparently it's not just you who thinks the other is really hot," I said.

I laughed.."Well I saw it comming...but it was still funny.."

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VampyreFreak wrote:: I held her tighter.

"I wish I could have helped..this is just like with Viktoria...." I trailed off, catching her thought.

"She...told someone.."

i looked up at him even though tears were still falling from them.

"She...look..Viktoria...our father took interest in her...when she hit puberty...sha...he..rapped her.."

(gotta go, see ya tomorrow!!)

[[bye! I should be going... It's 1.36 am here. Lol I'm sposed to be asleep]]

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that only made my cry harder. i wanted victoria to come here so i could hug her and make her feel loved by a girl who shared the same pain. i buried my head in his chest and cried myself to sleep.

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(paused ... damn Razz

am i too early then? silly timezones)

love_is_noise wrote:: I smiled, "I'm not much of a dancer but okay" I decided I would trust this boy. My trust usually had to be earned, but I decided I liked him, he was sweet and he wasn't afraid of my past. I grinned.

((be back in 20 mins))

Jordan really seemed to like this girl. Didn't know what is was about her that attracted him to her. Her scars didn't even seem to look that bad to him. It was like a beautiful tattoo design around her torso area. He took her hand into his then put his other arm around her waist as the music played in the background

i lay in bed thinking about her, i've been doing it for quite sometime now. i know she doesn't like me that much but, well i don't know, it makes me more determined to win her over. i looked at nick who was still asleep and breathing heavily. lucky for some i see. i grinned knowing he'd just met the girl of his dreams last night.
i rolled over and sighed. there was no use me staying here. i picked myself up out of bed and grabbed some jeans to shove on over my boxers, then i headed for the common room. when i got there, there was the girl from last night ... crying ... again. this time she was being comforted by another girl.
i wondered what could possibly be wrong with her and if i should approach at all.

i woke up flailing and trying to stifle a scream. when i fell to the floor it shook the last bits of my nightmare from my head.
'it's just a dream, just a dream.' but it wasnt, the dream version would have been nicer. i tried to take deep breaths and calm down but it wasnt working. i just felt like i was going to throw up. the memory wouldn't stay in it's box. i stood up slowly and still shaking i sat back down on the bed. mist licked my fingers comfortingly and i managed to stroke her.

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