Love, Death, and Depression.(Starting but still open)

*sleeping*

i walked into the kitchen and started to cook breakfest

*sleeping*

~cooking~

When I smelled food I woke up and went downstairs.

i smiled when i saw Ella "good morning" i smiled as i placed a plate of bacon,eggs,and pancakes with a cup of orange juice

"Morning.......you didnt have to you know.."

i shrugged "i know but i liked to cook, i was hungry, and i figured you havent had anyone cook you anything for a while soi thought i should"

I nibbled on a bit of bacon. "your too good for a girl like me." i said softly.

i shook my head "nope your too good for me"

"Your wrong." i said

i shook my head "no Ella i am not look at you i dont deserve some one as sweet and beautiful as you"

"If I'm that god looking and sweet than why were my first kisses you?" i countered

"Ella cause you choose them to be or maybe fate wanted it to be that way"

I sat down and ate my bacon. "Did fate have anything to do with my mom giving me up...or her not letting me into her life until i was 19...or for my whole family to die on a plane?" i whispered

i sat at the table "maybe it did to make you strong to teach you to love and enjoy life"

i ate silently

i sat their and stared at the table

"Sorry" i whispered

"no its okay"

"It's not.."

i nodded

I finished eating and cleaned my dishes..."I have to go to work...see you later...?"

i nodded ith a smile "ya" i stood up

{g2g 1am i need sleep seeing Bf tomorrow YAY!!!!!!!! be back later on tomorrow night Court =D }

(lucky you....my boyfriend and I are long distance.......)

i changed into work clothes and went to work.