Love, Death, and Depression.(Starting but still open)

{not really he lives about 2 hours away and can only see me once a week oh do you want him to be at your house still or leave?}

(He can be whereever you want him to be but im skipping to the evening now...)

(kk)

I went home when work was done.

i saw the time and realized ella should be home by know i had a smile on my face

i unlocked the door and went to go plop down on the couch.

i texted Ella ~hey you home?~

i smiled ~may i come over?~

~ will do!~ i walked to to the chines buffet and ordered take out

I waited for him to come.

i walked up to her house and i knocked on the door with the food in hand

I got up and answered the door.

i smiled when she open the door i held up the food "Dinner"

I let him in....i slipped $40 in his jeans back pocket.

i smiled and shook my head "dont worry its on me"

"No....I owe you for tonight and for last time."

i smiled "thank you but no need i told you i like to help and this" i held up the food "is on me you need it"

"Just keep it..the money.." i said. i went to go get plates and silverware.

i smiled and shook my head and sat the money on the table "as much as i would like i cant"

I didnt say anything for a few minutes.

i sat their and servered her some food

I got down the bottle of red wine i had.

i sat their