Survivers(open please join if you want)

I let go of Sam. i had no idea what he saw in her. I only know he would be mine now.
Was this really happening? i looked over at Jenni. It was. I watched them both.

i'm sorry. I looked away from them both. Knowing my heart was tearing apart. I guess Jenni was right. i was lying to myself.

I wrapped my arms around him. and pressed my lips to his. Hoping Sammi was looking.

no. " you evil bitc*."

I pulled away my arms still around him. " Ya well sweetie. i don't wait to get what i deserve. Once i see it i know i'll do anything to get it."
i just shook my head.

Eli i'm fine. I won't die. " Well i don't care Jenni."

"Oh Sam. Stop faking it. You do too care."

i swear i wanted to hurt her but then my cover would be blown.

'" Somebodies mad."
" Thats right i am."

" What are you going to do Sammi?
I lost it. Eli. no. You know i don't want to leave you here with her. I went over to her and slapped her. hard.

" You know what Eli don't bother to find me. I rather die then be around you." I told him out loud. Which wasn't true. i wanted him badly. I was letting my anger talk.

I pushed his arms off me and stood face to face with Sam. I grabed her thoart.
" Let go of me." i said coldly.

" Let me guess be nice to that girl."
" you know i have a name? "

" Ya i know."

I nodded. " Samantha then you should leave. Listen to what Eli saying."
" oh i did listen. It will be glad to get away from you." i walked away. I felt like screaming and crying my eyes out but i didn't and i wasnt going to either.

" I can just tell you are."
I tripped on feel on the ground. i turned myself so i was laying on my back. I stared up to see the blue sky.

I smiled and leaned forward to kiss him.
i looked to over to the right of me to see grass trying to grow. " Poor Earth." I touched the grass. I remember when grass was everywhere instead of dirt.

I started to think about Eli. He must be suffering. or worse he could actually like kissing that bloodsucker. I think Eli was a the jealous type. I don't know though.

I wrapped my arms around him and kissed him back.

" Well i could find something stupid to do or i could just sit here and talk to myself." i thought about it for a mintue. " Doing something stupid would cause Eli pain too. Doing nothing would cause myself pain. I need to distract myself." i twirled a piece of my hair with one of my fingers.

I kissed him back only harder. I could hear his heart beating. My heart started to beat faster.