Eternity is a Long Time 1x1

I heard the dam buzzing of my alarm clock. I hated that thing, I threw it across the room and snuggled into the bed trying to go back to sleep

I leaned against the wall of the shower, letting the water drain over my body. I had gotten a good sleep. As to why i was up so early, i had no clue. I rung out my hair as i shut off the water and stepped out. Shivers went down my spine as i stepped out and grabbed a towel.

I climbed out of bed and headed downstairs I needed blood and I needed it now.

I heard footsteps. I finished drying myself off and changed into some nice clothes before headed downstairs with a small towel, drying my hair.

I got into the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of blood. I needed this so bad.

"Good evening." i said as i walked in to the kitchen and wrapped the towel around my neck for the rest of the water to drip on.

"Evening." I said gruffly. The bell on the micrwave dinged and I pulled it out. And guzzled it down.

I sat at the island and watched him. For once i didn't actually want blood.

I finished drinking and sighed that will be good for a couple of hours but he had to feed.

"Are you alright?" i asked as i looked at him. He seemed anxious.

"I will be good for another couple hours. How did you sleep?" He tried to change the subject.

"Fine." i said as i looked at him. "You need to hunt." i said as i noticed he tried to change the subject.

"I will later." I said. closing my eyes.

I stood right in front of him and looked up at him. "I'm not keeping you from hunting am i?" i asked.

"No." I said "I am fine."

"You don't seem fine." i pried. I turned to walk away. If he didn't want to tell me what was wrong that was his choice.

"I won't be in a couple of hours but now I am>"

I sighed as i pulled off the towel and ran my hand through my now dry hair. I was mad at myself for having feelings for him. I couldn't.

I took a deep breath, "What is on the agenda today?" I asked him.

"That is up to you." i said as i turned to look at him.

I smiled "Well I have to work a little and then hunt and then I am all yours."

I nodded. "Then i will be out at the stables." i said. I needed to clear my head.

"Okay." I said and walked into my office and turned on the computer.

I sighed as i headed outside and walked to the stables. I was starting to feel like i really was a burden.

I couldn't concintrate on work when I felt bad that she was aloone.