Do Not Let Me Go Unless You Have To... ((Restarted, Open Please Join!!!!))

**Walking around**

"NEVER go no damn letters!"I said,"you think I would leave letters from you alone!And never write back,your kidding me?!"I yelled,I was pissed and hurt,"I LOVE you and I would have told you come down and see me,I WOULD have written BACK!Bit I got no LETTERS!!!!"
I felt tears come to my eyes,she wrote and I got no damn letter's who kept us away from each other?

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I looked at him, "God, if your dad was alive I'd go kill him myself. I wrote, god, i did. Half the time it was in my blood because it was after a beating. I wrote at least 15 letters every week for two years," i told him, "two fu*king years i waited for your response. I never got one so i had to move on. I had to find someone that could keep my safe. I nearly died the day i stopped writing you. I got my ribs broken that day too. So, I hope your happy, that your killing me all over again," I pulled the jacket off and threw it at him, "Oh, and here's your jacket back. This time, maybe, you'll get the message." I way crying now and it was raining. I turned and ran off, i felt like i was dead.

I went to grab some coffee on the cafe of the hotel

I stood there,My father kept letters away from me?HER letters! I picked up the jacket,She killed me too... but at least she had someone to.. make her feel warm and sfae again,somone at her side... 8 years I've been facing this world alone.
I looked threw the jacket and pulled the note out...

((What does the note say?))

Letter One
-Justin,
I know that I haven't seen you in, well, its only been three hours. I'd crying as i write this, shuddering too. I want to come stay with you... keep you with me... the papers stapled to this, if your parents sign them... I can come back, and stay. I finally made up my mind about going up and step with you. I love you and think its tie too... This weekend, I'll be at the baseball feild, the field house... if you want to twine your body in mine, meet me there. If you just want to move on, don't come, but please, I'm begging you, Please right me back... If you don't want to love me I still want to be your friend. So, I'll see you there?
~V


Five years ago i wrote that and I'd stuck the extra copy i had and the papers i got sent back in the pocket. I was an idiot for thinking that he'd love me after five years. Five years I'd been craving his touch and I'd gotten it, then lost it all in two days. He way he'd looked at me, the way I'd felt when he'd taken me back... I wanted it again. I shook my head, hot tears streaming down my face as i ran.
I didn't see the sign, i didn't see the lights in the dark, telling me to watch my feet. I just the puddle and slid to the ground, laying there on my side. I wanted to die.

I read it,"Vic!"I ran after her,I ran and ran.Finally finding her on her side in the mud,I slide down beside her,"Victoira... "I whispered,I looked at her,"I.. love you so much.."I pulled her to me,"I read it.. I would have been there..I would have.."I whispered to her.

I felt his arms around me, cradling me. my chest hurt since i was crying so hard. Thunder cracked over head, "I..." I couldn't say it, my throat hurt to much. I'm sorry, i wanted to say, i'm sorry for freaking out i didn't mean it. I don't hate you or anything but all that came out was "I love you."

I held her close ,and tight,"I know.."I kissed her lips lightly,I pulled back when I heard thunder,"we need to go somewhere warm."

I nodded, still crying, "Ethan's... gonna hit you... then yell... if you take me... back there..." my chest lurched as i started couching.

I nodded,"Okay ... breath baby..."I picked her up,"I'll take you to my place it's warm,"I whispered,"hold on.."I held her tight.

I couched again, harder, and held onto his neck. I shivered and a coughing fit took over me.

I walked fats to my car and put her in,I got in and drove to my house,the dog was locked up,so i moved fast around the truck and to her side.
I smiled and got her out,I carried her inside,"Bath?"I asked her,"and cough medicine?"

I ordered a coffee

I smiled lightly, "If you think," i coughed, "that'll help... I don't have.... anything.... to wear..."

"Wear something of mine,"I said as I layed her down,I turned the heat up abit and turned the water on,I got her cough medicine,and a spoon.
I poured some on the spoon,"Open up Vic."

I wrinkeled my nose, "Never..."

I looked at my watch

"Victoira..."I said,"open up."

I sighed, opening my mouth, I din't want him to force me to.

"Good girl,"I poured the med into her mouth in then puulled the spoon out.I went to turn the water off,"Bath is ready Vic."

I swallowed the nasty stuff down and got up, shaky on my feet. I pushed him out of the bathroom, "Find me... something... to wear... I'll put my clothes outside the door... get them dry." I shut the door and sighed. Crap, this was a mess now.

I continued drinking my coffee

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I sighed and walked into the coffee shop,I was soakedand shivering,I went to get in line when I bumped into guy,"Oh sorry!"

"Victoira bath is ready come on."