Love And Lust Are Totally Different (1x1 join)

I bit my lip, then i heard his parents yelling, "Get her back," "I got him, i'll check him over."
I sighed and stood up, "I'm so so sorry," i said as his dad came and grabbed me, "You tell him? he asked me. I shook my head and he wrapped an arm around my shoudlers, :Lets get you inside,"

~faint~

His mom took me inside, she took my crown of and tired to calm me down as i was freaking out over that was going ot happen to him.

His dad:I shook his shoudler and kept doing it until he worke back up, "Thank god she din't scare you. we need to talk, son, and now.

"...We need to talk son, and now." My parents where starting to scare him now too. His parents didn't live here and to just suddenly come out and arrive sort of scared him. He let his father walk him to a chair in the kitchen, but once there, he pulled himself out of his father's grip. "Savior, what do you want to tell him sweetie?" Said his mother. Savior looked at him and started to speak, but I interuped her. "Wait Savior, mother, father, would you please let us have some alone time." "Very well." sighed his mother. I watched them leave, "Now speak" I ordered.

Savior sighed and looked at him, shame filling her face, "Well, long story shot that tattoo marks you as on one of us. each life time a princess is born then two princes, on on the light side and one on the dark. You, are on the light, which is why your tattoo is black inked and con only bee seen by us. You have to basically fight, the dark son if you wnat for A)Me B)My hand in marrige or what ever you decide and C)To khave kids and never be bothered by them again. You do not have to fight, you can surrender and the lust you have for me will disappear. I know its diffrent and I'm probably scaring the living out of you but i didn't know until this summer. Unlike the other who has had his whole life to prepare for this and i will regret it the rest of my life...I'm sorry to put you in danger and even moreso your family. I am so, so, so sorry and will understand if you hate me,"

I was baffuled. I was a light prince, she was a princess about to be married. I glanced at her and saw she was crying. I went over to her and hugged her. "Savior don't worry. Whatever happens, I will always be there for you. I don't hate you." I whispered. And to show her, I gently kissed her.

I smileda nd wiped my eyes, "I'm glad...you don't hate me." i hugged him and sighed, "At the stroke of 22, ten pm, a gaud of mine...well yours actually that's been looking over me, will show up and teach you what you need to knwo...and will do that for the next three nights...To..Help you get comfortable fighting. The Darks Prince, he's occupied doing the same thing...I don't know if he'll show up again," i said, rolling my eyes about him, "But your gaurd is here and will be wathcing the kids. If you ahve any questions... ask me...or your parents...the same thing happened to them that is why they could only have one child. I do get if you want to drop out of it and just go back to your life..." i din't add that it would mean giving me up for good.

"That's why you told me to stay in my room until then, isn't it. No, I'm going to help you. And wait did you say that my parents know about this and that is why they could only have me? What would have happen if they had another? Savior, I'm going to fight, I'll make sure you never see him again, then you will be free from all of this, and will be able to go with your own choices, and choose whatever you want. Choose your home, your love life, and more." I didn't want to say how much I was going to miss her, but I could tell that she knew already. "I must go and prepare myself. Love ya." And with that, I walked away from her.

Savior took a breath and got up walking bast him and up the staris she knew he was watching when she froed asmile and a happy tone when she greeted the children and wlaked into their room. SHe sat with them on the floor and colored in their books. How was she supposed to tell him that if you won you got her forever? How was she supposed to tell him that she loved him and woudn't be able to stand to see him hurt? How was she going ot tell him that he had to fight in front of his parents, in front of her, while he knew the kids were sleeping possibly never to see her again? How was she going o tell him, that what he felt now was lust, not love. They were so differnt andthe same to eachother....this gave her a migrane and jsut swayed then fell on to her side, sleeping and made the kids scream

I heard piecing screams coming from the children room. I ran into there and saw Savior on the ground. "Oh god." I said. I ran through the sea of children and knelt down next to Savior. "My love, please wake up, please. I need your help. How am I going to live with out you." I thought she was dead for she didn't reply for ten minutes. "Sam... is that you?" she asked when she started to wake up.

"Sam... is that you?" she asked when she started to wake up. My head was relly fuzzy and at the screams, like always, a garud of his showed up and was in the back of the room he nodded at me, making sure i was oaky, then left the room "My head really hurts," even to me i sounded like a scared and hurt child. That jsut had to make him like me, a child oh boy. that thought of course coated in scarcasam as i pulled my self to sit up, not gitting far and only suceeding to sitting up on my forearms, mostly laying down. "I thought you...left,"

I watched Savior try to get up, but she failed. "I thought you left." "Just lay down and stay still." I said. Then I changed into a more loving voice, "why would I leave you darling, hear, just a sec." I put one of my arms around her neck, and one under her knees and carried her to her bedroom, and layed her in her bed. "I'll stay with you if you would like. I'll take care of you if you want." Savior nodded. "Where should I stay?" She patted her hand on the edge of her bed. "Very well." I sat down and watched her slowly fall asleep. "I love you Savior." I whispered when I thought she had fallen asleep. "I always will too." And kissed her. When I lifted my head I was that he lips had turn into a smile, and knew that she had heard me.

I heard him but had my eyes closed, "I heard you," i said softly and looked at him, "What can you think of that is really easy to do? I can't so much wiht my head, do you think you could go get an ibubprfen from my bathroom cupboards?" I hated to have him do things, i was so indepentant. This migrane i knew want' jsut hat, it was from the stress of knowing what was going ot happen and i dind't like it

"Sure, what does it look like?" "A round bottle." "Thanks." Why I was going this for her, I didn't know, I didn't even know what it was, or what it was us for. I went into her bathroom and saw it on the counter. I guess she has migranes a lot. I get the bottle and gave it to her. As she was taking them, I held her in my arms hoping that would help her. I saw my parents do it all the time to each other when one wasn't feeling well. "Savior, you know I won't be disappointed if... never mind. I don't want to talk about it" She gave me a questioning look, I shook my head and she didn't push me any father.

"Sure, what does it look like?" "A round bottle." "Thanks." Why I was going this for her, I didn't know, I didn't even know what it was, or what it was us for. I went into her bathroom and saw it on the counter. I guess she has migranes a lot. I get the bottle and gave it to her. As she was taking them, I held her in my arms hoping that would help her. I saw my parents do it all the time to each other when one wasn't feeling well. "Savior, you know I won't be disappointed if... never mind. I don't want to talk about it" She gave me a questioning look, I shook my head and she didn't push me any father.

I leaned back againt him, and sighed, smiling I looked back at him, "You know, you being here makes me feel a little better,"[ her smile was soft, she looked tired but ddint' feel it like always. A soft knock came at the door "Are you tow okay in there?" His mother asked and she looked back at him, since her voice never was aboe a whisper

"Everything is fine mother. I'll be out in a hour or two, when ever I am told to leave." "Very well. Don't get too friendly to her, you know that." "I know mother." "K, see you later." "I'm glad you are better. I'm glad I am helping. Is there anything you want me to do? You know that I will always do something for you." I looked deeply into her eyes with all the love I could give, her smile was sweet and soft. I loved it.

I shook my head, resting back aginst him and closeing my eyes, "No...Just if your awake at 6 i need owken up," I yawned, "I'm gonna nap, your free to leave and I'll see if i can get this migrane away. Okay?" i asked him softly. I did hate to disappear and leave him witht he kids but they usually behaved for him more so than for me

"If you want me to." It broke my heart having her tell me to leave. "I'm come at six, if you wake up before then, I'll be with the the children. Sweet dreams." And with that, I slowly rose from her bed, gave her a soft kiss and left the room without another word."

I shifted to lay down and fell asleep. Not moving once or dreaming the whole time

I quietly walked out of Savior's Room so that I didn't disrupt her as she tried to fall asleep. Then as I reached the hallway, I walked quickly until I got the the children's room. All the children clambered all over me trying to get to me first. I guess that I am their favorite person. I couldn't help but laugh. One of the children pulled of my pant leg and asked about Savior, I replied that she was alright, she was sleeping, am they mustn't disturb her. Their little faces turned into a serious expression and they all nodded their little heads. I laughed again. "Enough," I said, "lets have some fun." Then I mummered, "Or at least try to."

I slept on and work up on my won around five fifty and draggedm y tired self down the stairs. I was awake by then and cooked Lasagna for dinner. walking back up the steps i leaned in the door way watching him with the kids. he was good at it, if he had kids he'd be a nearly perfect father. I sighed and one of the kids saw me, screaming he ran over and pulled me into hte room and when i sat down the kids dog piled. I looked at Sam, "Um...a little help?"

"Savior!" one of the children screamed. I looked up and saw Matt pulling Savior into the room and saw the kids dog pile onto her. She looks at me, "Um...a little help?" I went to her trying not to laugh. It was funny what the children were doing to her. "Guys, come on, leave her alone, and lets continue our game." Savior looks at me and says "Do you think that will work?" "It always does love." "Oh." and it did. "Thanks." she said as I helped her up. She sounded kind of breathless. "Are you alright, you look as though your about to drop."

I slid down to sit on one of the beds, and smiled at him, "I'll be alright," i told him. and smiled at the kids, "Alright, i need dinner ideas,"
"Creal!"
"Toast!"
"Mackaroni"
"I want that too!"
Cherries!"
"Fish sticks"
"No chicken fingers!"
They started yeling things at me, then changed minds were yeleld out as well. "Hush, now, what do you want Sam'?" I askedk, turning to him.

"Anything is fine for me. I'm not hungry, thanks though." She looks at me questionly, but I shake my head. "Not know," I whispered. I didn't want to talk about it. "What do you want Savior? And it thing you should ask the children one at a time. That should work." I smiled at her.