Love And Lust Are Totally Different (1x1 join)

I shrugged, "I don't honestly knwo....that is why i asked them..." Thunder clapping cut her off, "And, well its raining now, so i can make chilli if any one wants it or i can make something hot." i said and looked atthe kids that started yelling then i put my hands up. "from what i hear, its Chilli or is it Spagetti?"

((thanks to both of you!!!))

Half the kids yelled Spagetti, and the other half said Chili. I looked at Savior. 'I think spagetti will be easier and faster to make. They said they were starving. I can help you if you want." Then I said teasingly, "Are you sure you have 10 pounds for these kids. When they're hungry, they can eat like a horse."

I smiled and nodded, "Yeah, i always have enough, and i made lasagna ealier for the pigger people who eat like bears." i said with a light smile and picked up to of them, "Lets headdown and cook,"

I smile, weakly. I don't know what has happened to me, but I feel as though I can have fun anymore. "I'll be down in a moment. I just need to think."

I nodded, and msiled at him, "Watch them as well, play your game, thes ones need their meds then i wll sent them up," i said and walked out, i got hem their meds and sent them back and went down to eat and make food for them

I sat down on the window seat and noticed a dark cloud in the distance. A storm was coming. I better tell Savior during dinner. I turned and looked at the kids. I knew I had to protect them, and Savior, but I don't know how. I need someone to talk to.

I felt somthing off, i got thigns started, and since it neeed to poil i went up stiars, shoing the kids out anad went over to him and made him look at me, sitting in his lap, "Whats up?"

She sits on my lap, but I'm not surprised. I look out again and saw that the clouds were closer and sigh "The kids are going to have a rough night." She looks out too and gasp. I had a feeling that those weren't clouds. "Nothings up. I just need to go somewhere for a few hours. Do you think that is possible?" I look into her eyes and find pure fright and pain in them. "Are you okay?"

I nodded, "I am alright. Just...Hurry back to me and the kids okay?" I asked, looked up at him. I dind't want him to go, but tonight was the night he fought for me as his bride. "Those aren't coulds, tthey are what brings the fight here...for you to fightfor me, i think... other than that i dont' know,"

I looked out again. I couldn't leave her. "I'll stay. I'll take care of you and the kids. Just promise me you'll stay safe if I do go."

"I promise, i alwats will stay safe," i said my hands gently curling in his shirt, hodling him in place

I hug her for a long time, not wanting to leave her, but I knew that I had to find the answer to this. "I love you I whispered".

I held him tightly against me, andpulled back and ksied his lips softly, "I love you too, be safe,"

"I will." And with that I fled the room. I opened the door and walked out. I look back only once knowing if I did I would tell myself to stay, even though I knew I had to leave for awhile. I just wished that I knew where I was going. I saw Savior look through the window watching me. "Good bye Savior, I'll miss you a lot. Be brave and safe for me." I knew she could hear those words, but I hoped some how she could. "Good bye."

I had tears in my eyes as i grabbed one of his siblings nad held her in my arms, my hand to the window I mouthed "I love you" to him before he disappeareedd. I turned once he was gone and sat on the floor as his sipblings came over and huggedm e, assuring me he would be back soon. back and i could hug him and spend the whole day with him. becase they knew i loved him, they knew he ws my everything

I have been in the woods for 45 minutes and already I am lost. I remember my parents told me that if I want to reach my destiny always go straight and you would find it. I went straight, but after awhile, the path curve so much to the right, that I stopped following it. I took a water brake and walked a little more until I saw a house. The house was a little one made of tree branches bending and weaving through each other. There was a little door made of buck skin. I walk to the house and knocked on the branches. I heard a sound from behind me and saw and beautiful young lady coming out from the shadows. She took one look at me and said I know why you are here, but I can't help you. You need to go back to the one you love. When you do, you will hind your answer. I'll come with you.

sat with the kids and after a while i got htem up and got them lunch then llaid htem alldown in their rooms and put in differnt movies, i busyed myself with leaning the house, humming to the radio since i had it on and the kdis safely upstairs, i dind't know what was going on. I dind't know and it scared me. scaed me that i could loose everyhting, the one i loved.

((hey, have they slept to gather?))

(Yes and no)
I stared at the lady. "What do you mean I'll find my answer at home. I've been there most of my life and I haven't found my answer." "You haven't been look for it hard enough. Keep looking and you will find it. Now lets go."

((what do you mean?))

I got the rooms claend then moved on to do the kitchen

(Never mind. They have slept together because they were hanging with each other and they just fell slept next to each other.)
I turned around with a heavy sigh. This whole thing was a waste of time. This whole thing was use less. Why didn't I listen to myself? Why didn't How was I suppose to know that home was the answer? Maybe someone wanted me to leave the house so that they could get to Savior and the children. I need to get home now! "How do you know where I live?"
"I have been watching you."
That made me uneasy.