Howl •CLOSED•

"I swear to god Ben if you keep acting like you're the only one who is hurting I will kill you myself!" she yelled "now GET UP!"

"F*ck woman if I didn't love you so god damn much I would have thrown you from this hotel room by now,"He grumbled and sat up leaning his head on her stomach he groaned softly.

She closed her eyes and let out a breath "stop saying you love me" she whispered.

Ben's head snapped up,"No.. "he said,"I will not stop saying it cause it's damn true.. "he wispered then hung his head,"scary true."

"Ben.. You're drunk.. And you've had a long night.." she said denying those words she's been dying to hear for months now.

Ben looked at her then away,"Just fix me up so I can go to sleep.."he felt himself go dead.

She swallowed and sat next to him, getting out the Cleaning pads before pulling his face over to her do she could start cleaning up his wounds.

Ben just let her without saying a word,what could he say? She just kept pushing him away... she just kept getting up and leaving.He hed backa sigh as he closed his eyes.

She looked at him as he closed his eyes and frowned, she couldn't hold it back.. She leaned in and kissed him softly on his lips.

Ben froze for a second before he started to kiss her back,e knew she would leave after this but he needed to at least feel her lips on his.

She ran her hand around the back of his neck as she kissed him. She planned on it being a short kiss but once she tasted him she couldn't pull away.

Ben pulled her closer as he forced his tongue into her mouth,growling softly.

She pushed up her skirt so she could straddle his lap as she kissed him harder. She started rubbing her hips against his but slowly stopped as she heard a phone go off. She pulled her lips away from bens as she grabbed his phone and looked at it "your girlfriend.." she said breathlessly.

Ben groaned softly,holding here on his lap he answered his phone,"hello?"he said as he watched Cataleya.

Cataleya grinned as he spoke to his worried girlfriend. She kissed his neck and undid his shirt, kissing down his chest and abs. She slid off his lap and undid his pants, pulling them off along with his boxers. She licked up and down his shaft, loving the idea of driving him mad as he spoke to her on the phone.

Ben held back moans as he watched her,arching his hips as he answered Kylie's questions he tangled a hand in Leya's hair as he got harder for her he told Kyliehe had to go basically bowing her off then hanging up he growled and pulled her up,"God you drive me insane."

She moaned with a grin on her face "now that's the Ben I like to see" she whispered as she nibbled on his ear "she's made you too tame baby, you have an animal inside you.. And sometimes, you just need to let it out" she whispered to him and she ran a hand up his legs and back to his erection.

Ben growled again ripping her shirt off her he smirked,"God I missed you,"he kissed her stomach softly then moved up to her cleavage where he licked between her breasts.

She arched her back and moaned "I've missed you more Ben.. F*cking you in my dreams just isn't enough" she whispered

Ben smirked,"Weird .. I've been doing the same,"he said before yanking her hips up and grinding his hard on on her core as he kissed her hard.

She moaned and kissed him back just as hard. The thought of him having sex dream about her turned her on even more.

Ben undid her jeans and took them off as he bit her bottom lip softly he threw er pants onto the ground.

(I'm sorry I've been gone for so long!)

Cataleya spent the next hour making love to Ben like she was never going to see him again. It could be a huge possibility that she wouldn't.. And she shouldn't let herself go back to him every time she sees him. She layed in the bed next to him, catching her breath and staring at the ceiling.

(It's okay.)



Ben layed there breathing hard as he stared at the ceiling as well before covering his face with his hands,"This couldn't have been real.. just one of dreams.."he whispered,then chuckled without humor,"of course it's not I just blew off my girlfriend for a woman I love but can't have.."he sat up and shook his head,"unbelieveable!"

A small grin tugged at the corner of her lips, she felt.. Satisfied. She sat up and grabbed her pants, pulling them on. Her phone was vibrating as she pulled it out and checked it, she laughed lightly at the email she just received and shoved her phone back in her pocket before pulling on her bra and shirt "don't be too hard on yourself, Ben. Your little lady friend will be back in your arms before you know it" she said and tossed her lace panties on the bed next to him "something to remember me by" she said with a grin.