Live, Die, what's next? (1x1 open)

Something about that made me snap out of it. I let go and ran off. No one could catch me as I ran.

I kept running farther and farther away. I went in multiple directions, quickly getting lost and the rain started again so my scent disappeared.

I kept running away and suddenly was blinded. I guess I got rain in my eyes because wolves can't cry. I ended up tripping and falling down a hill and hurting myself pretty badly. I began running again until I found another pack of wolves and got into a fight with them.

I didn't listen to him. I couldn't stop, they had attacked me, not the other way around. I was trying to run through them and they kept blocking my way to fight.

I whined and whimpered and went running again. It hurt a lot now to do anything, and then it felt like I couldn't breathe anymore. From all the running I guess.

I ignored him and kept going. Eventually in my exhuastion I tripped ovver my legs and fell into a tree. I shook it off and looked up. There was a cave so I went inside and laid down.

As I lay there I looked at the wounds I'd gotten. The wounds from the first wolf fight, with the wolf pack, were healed but were opened sometime between the running and fighting. Then there were other wounds, some were flesh but I knew there were a lot I needed to get help for.

I saw him and moved back.

I whimpered, part in pain and part in worry. I watched him quietly as he looked at them.

I whined as he did. I didn't want to say anything, I didn't know what to say really.

I didn't really like the sound of that, I mean yeah he's my boyfriend and it's his job to watch over me. But my stubbornness and the fact that I was used to take care of myself is what made me look away. I pretended to be taking his advice and closed my eyes.

I heard everyone else and curled in n myself like a regular wolf and refusing to turn back. I could sense alpha's concern and knew that staying in this form too long may be dangerous, but I wasn't about to change back in front of them. Not even with a blanket on me would I. This I guess is my defense mechanism, most people just lock themselves inside themselves metaphorically, I was literally just trying to hide right now. I only wanted to be alone.

I let myself uncurl a bit so I wasn't hurting myself. I opened another wound by accident in doing it. I just shook my head and looked around at what they brought. It just so happens there was a shirt that by scent I knew belonged to Shawn and was a perfect fit for me to wear, though I'd like some other things too. I turned and put it on knowing he really wouldn't care. I sat against the wall after that.