Live, Die, what's next? (1x1 open)

I walked quietly and heard him following. I thought he would leave me alone but I soon realized he wouldn't. "Go away Shawn." I said harshly and felt my heart clench at it but I didn't look at him.

"I thought you knew what was wrong with me Shawn. I'm a d*mn hybrid, no one knows why I do anything or how to teach me to control myself. And because of this I'm going to kill someone eventually because they are too stupid to keep their distance. And I'm pmsing cuz I'm a girl and I'm sick. That what you wanted?" I growled. I always tried to hide that pmsing part but I was too angry to care at all about what I said.

I glared at him. "Well, it doesn't seem like the vampire is crazy about showing up, but it sure as hell looks like with the wolf. I bit you and wouldn't let go Shawn. You're lucky that's all I did, I wasn't me anymore and I wanted you dead. You were just an enemy, another vampire who meant nothing in that moment." I said. "My wolf hates them with a passion, they killed my parents, and I know because she told me that. And she said if I'm not careful, she will kill you and that means your blood will be on me."

"Yeah, but you would be safer. I would've found out about it eventually, I told you I've had the strange hunger for something I didn't know I needed before and passed out. When i woke i didn't need it anymore, someone was taking care of me, I don't know who, and I don't care to find out. But all of this, you running away more than needed is because of me. I was supposed to be held at the coven's house or whatever, that's what he wanted. but I'm not going back to give it to him. And I'm not going to keep arguing with you." I said and walked around him.

I started running to get away faster. I hadn't wanted to leave, and still didn't, I just need to breathe and with everyone watching me, standing over me, protecting me I just couldn't take it. I'm independent. I'm rebellious. I'm old enough to take care of myself, even if I was a child in this new world I just realized existed. I couldn't be where people suffocated me. I knew the risks, but I suddenly no longer cared. I went to my old home, to the life before this. I realized I wanted it back, it was much easier being human wanting to be more than being more and wanting to be human.

I went through the front door not caring if she saw me. It was a mistake because I was yelled at. I yelled back and got into a verbal fight, I slamed my door and locked it. It was so normal. I lay on my next to the mural. I sat up and changed the date on it to today. I died today, not with my sister. I left them, even if I may return, I still died doingi.

I looked outside to see it rain. Like the world was crying for me. My heart hurt from leaving, but I had to. I wasn't going to hurt them, which sounds awful. I didn't want to hurt anyone, but I would rather die than hurt someone, or kill, I actually knew enough to care about. I sat against the wall for awhile and decided I didn't want to feel anymore. I let it all go, everything, though for a second I hesitated to let go of my love for him, but it slipped too. Nothing was left.

I climbed out the window and onto the roof. I sat up there despite my flu and the slickness. I eventually did fall off and bruised myself. From my ankle to my hip was a bruise.

I suddenly felt the need for the wolf. I growled and shifted. I ran back to the woods to find something to fight. I needed it, because without the emotions, I needed to feel something other than the vast empitiness they left me.

I started abusing my powers and learned I could also use the speed in this form. I grinned the most gruesome grin ever. I realized I was much faster. As I was running I saw Shawn and the others but wasn't noticed by anyone. I stared curiosuly as they passed.

I felt the wolf come out with no control. She growled and purposely told them she was here with that growl. Everyone of the vampires would die. Especially now when she could rip out their throats before they knew it. And she did that with the first one she saw. One second the girl stood looking for the source of growls. The next she had a gaping whole where her trachea used to be. They all looked at me and I dropped the thing, it disgusted even me. I didn't care if I killed her though.

I growled again and the wolfs bolted out of my way. I got into it with all the other vampires and killed the majority of them. I took one minor wound. The others I didn't kill went running.