Different Worlds *sak and i*

I worked on all of my work. Then before class ended went to go clean my locker of all those stupid notes from this morning. to get to my stuff. But under all that was not what I expected to see I just covered that up the hell I wouldn't ever think of having to need those. I sighed pulling my books out. and took a deep breath.

I went to lunch and got my food before going out to the tables again.

I went out to the tables and set my books on one side and sat the way I sat yesterday.

I glanced up from my food. "So did they say anything? I have the school board number memorized if the school doesn't take care of them properly," I said.

"Huh? Oh. No. But I just know rumors will be around for a little while and people will forget I know that." I said. I didn't feel like telling him what was in my locker one of them was just awkward to say.

"I know, everyone has given me some crap about my intentions with you. That's what your friend slapped me about because I verbally did the same."

"That sounded like it hut to." I said. "But hey Its not High school with out drama I would say." I kinda made my self laugh at that one.

I chuckled. "Yeah, my neighbor said it's the hormones. Hormones are dangerous sh*t," I replied.

I laughed a little on that. "Of course they are when you piss them off or what now." I sighed. I felt some one staring this was not that far I looked up and it was going. Odd but I shrugged it off.

"Well im used to it. Im constantly the one that's the target of it," I said.

"I was hoping to avoid most of it. But doesn't look like it." I shrugged. I played with the necklace I was wearing.

"Well it's not exactly easy for that kind of thing," I replied.

"Yea I know. But I had gotten this far." I said.

"But with the rumors they spread they might start looking for the warning of pregnancy. Even though I have nothing to give I wouldn't drop someone flat for that," I said as I threw away my trash and sat down. I was just lucky that I haven't made that mistake yet.

I sat there quietly. Till a new voice from behind. "Hey Mist You coming to the game tonight?" One of Eriks Buds. "I don't think so." I said. "You should Its homecoming game." The Sassy little cheerleader said. "Well if you are hope to see both of you there. Later Mist." They walked away. I forgot it was homecoming. Not like I've been to the dances.

"Hm, never been to dance but I also can't afford the dress," I said.

"I've never been to a dance But if you want to go. I don't think my dad would mind helping you there. Since all he wears are suits." I said. I didn't relaize I said that. "But Its the foot ball game tonight and the dance is tomorrow."

"Well, I will think about it," I said.

"You don't have to if you don't want. Just throwing it out there." I said. "Well I'm going to go. and talk to mom. See you at the game?" I asked standing up and getting off the table.

"I don't know, we'll see," I said and watched as she left quietly. When lunch ended I went to my last class.

I put my books in my jeep and found more things on my jeep written. "Are you kidding me!" I sighed. I took the Windex and paper towels and washed it off and then taking all the stuff off of it and then driving to the graveyard.

I eat quietly hearing things here and there but ignored it. I knew a lot of girls I had slept with were angry because they thought I was sleeping with her and sticking around for whatever.

I get to the graveyard and took my journal or I thought was it till I picked it up. "No.. NO no no no." They got my Journal with everything I had most dear to me. I was screwed. I sat in the jeep for a while and then I got up and went to go just sit in front of moms grave. "Hey momma."

I sighed when the day ended. I went straight to my dad after school and asked him for my sale. When he finished giving it I left to go to that part of town everyone knows is the town drug sales, the illegal part.

I sat and talked for a while before desiding to go home early. I walked in the door. I saw my dad walking up stairs. Means he got sent home early. I went to help him get into bed. And I went to my room and looked at the dresses mother had saved for me as a baby. I sighed and deside to deal with that later. I sat on my bed. So I got ready for the foot ball game. I left the Jacket so I would wear that. And then my school colors. Yea. or at least a t-shirt with school pride. I got ready for that made sure dad had dinner when he woke up again. and By that time it was close to the game starting. So I headed back to the school.